Hi guys..it's been a long time..
i'm feeling kind of down right now, probably because i'm feeding myself some sad slow songs. haha.
i don't know how i'm going to continue this. it's stupid. i want to stop whining about something. my heart and my brain is separate in this matter. how am i going to continue this next year? i really wonder. is it really unfair as you said? what the heck have you done anyway? and i thought i was being nice. fuck you for taking advantage of me. i don't need you. do you know that?
im going to seriously stop being nice. civil, yes. nice as in help you? no. now that things are different for you, i hope the best for you. hope you will grow up and learn how to take care of your own fucking business instead of always troubling others to take care of them for you. what a waste of my fucking time and feelings. fuck you. really.