i'm now listening to the song like REAL LOUD. Room 19 by No Use For A Name.
life's been busy. trying to manage my time. need a few weeks more for everything to fall into a routine. sigh...
i miss hanging out with my mom and sis. YES I ACTUALLY CARE BOUT U GUYS OK. just give me time.
being with augustine makes me happy. hanging out with him is SO MUCH DIFFERENT from the last few guys. okay. besides the fact that he's WAY taller than the guys. he seems to be so much more sensible...so much more erm...mature? alright, not really...haha....we are all still a little bit immature. it has been so long since i last blogged. kinda lazy now to even touch the computer. it's like a chore. okay. i don't think i meant that.
really miss yiyun. and nad. and tiffany. and zhiyuan.
i wanna meet up and hang out with them!!!!!
sigh
yesterday during lunch. anita was talking about how this school is not fun AT ALL. that she doesn't even have a social life. i find that i actually agree with her. i mean i dont even have time to meet up with my friends!!!not even after school because all of our days end so late!!!if i can, i think i would go to other schools where the focus is not so much on academics. yeah. i think i would. then again, knowing me, i would probably change my mind last minute or something.
there's a barbeque later at wanying's house later. chicken's with me so i'm gonna take a taxi over. augustine is coming over later to carry the chicken for me. haha...feel so bad.
oh!!
yesterday, there was a collage road race in bedok reservoir. everyone had to run some distance la...girls had to run 3.2km and guys run 4.5km or something. anyway, you know what position i got?
haha...not the top 100 la...not that good.
ONE HUNDRED AND TWELVE!!!!!!!!!
that's like a BIG self achievement!!!!
haha....
am and was very happy. jogged all the way. but i think my jogging is equivalent to walking very fast.
think i'm going to end here.
will write more next week or something.
later
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Burn Burn
AT LAST!!! just changed my blogskin. this time i didn't add anything much. very lazy. anyway.
can't believe my player doesn't anymore!!! so irratating!!!i want lostprophets' music in my blog!!!!for my own entertainment (duh!!). *sigh*
augustine forgot about me wanting to fly kite (erm...literary alrigt...haha...). am quite disappointed cuz i wanted to do that during this weekend since last weekend (go figure) and well...i'm not going to meet him today nor tomorrow and sundays will not be touched (reserved for my mom) and every saturdays from next week onwards will be his jamming days so when am i actually going to touch a kite again?or have him to myself for that matter. it's as if he's in NS man...haha...even though we're in the same school we can practically be in diff school cuz he's in arts im in science. his combi is hist/lit/econs. he's not taking math at all. not even AO math.
our recesses and lunches clash (except for tuesday's recess and friday's 1 period of lunch. i finish at 12.30 pn fridays and he finishes at 5.30. how clashing can you get?).
i can understand why he quote"totally forgot about it"unquote. he's got things on his mind...well....
so tt's the update for now...
will write/type more next time.
later
can't believe my player doesn't anymore!!! so irratating!!!i want lostprophets' music in my blog!!!!for my own entertainment (duh!!). *sigh*
augustine forgot about me wanting to fly kite (erm...literary alrigt...haha...). am quite disappointed cuz i wanted to do that during this weekend since last weekend (go figure) and well...i'm not going to meet him today nor tomorrow and sundays will not be touched (reserved for my mom) and every saturdays from next week onwards will be his jamming days so when am i actually going to touch a kite again?or have him to myself for that matter. it's as if he's in NS man...haha...even though we're in the same school we can practically be in diff school cuz he's in arts im in science. his combi is hist/lit/econs. he's not taking math at all. not even AO math.
our recesses and lunches clash (except for tuesday's recess and friday's 1 period of lunch. i finish at 12.30 pn fridays and he finishes at 5.30. how clashing can you get?).
i can understand why he quote"totally forgot about it"unquote. he's got things on his mind...well....
so tt's the update for now...
will write/type more next time.
later
Thursday, January 20, 2005
You Broke Another Mirror You're Turning Into Something You Are Not
i'm attached. to this wonderful guy whose name is augustine. just hope it won't be like my pasts relationships. he's also 16, also a leo, and best of all, loves reading.
school's great. just need time to get used to the life.
i just piggy-ly downed 3/4 of a bag of potato chips. i wanted to pamper myself. so yeah. feel like a glutton now. one of the 7 sins. anyway, do you know last time (i.e., 2 years ago) my motto was "i live to eat"? well now very obviously i cant do that.
time is passing so fast...
school's great. just need time to get used to the life.
i just piggy-ly downed 3/4 of a bag of potato chips. i wanted to pamper myself. so yeah. feel like a glutton now. one of the 7 sins. anyway, do you know last time (i.e., 2 years ago) my motto was "i live to eat"? well now very obviously i cant do that.
time is passing so fast...
Friday, January 14, 2005
To Hell We Ride
hey hey...have been a few days since my last entry..
am now in school. the library. using their free internet. haha. sitting right next to me is jussy. say hi jus. jus, "hi". alright...lame i know. anyway. my last lecture was chemistry. VERY boring. but interesting. at the same time. i'm now at the moment not writing/typing in constructive sentences for only one reason. my mind is in a state of confusion.
next period is meet your civics tutor. my class is S214. the past week of lectures have been like sinking in the pacific ocean. i'm struggling to keep my head above the waters to keep from drowning. or i can also describe the experience as overeating. i swallowed one too many different sorts of sushi and they have filled up the whole column my oesophagus. though digestion is still in process, i feel like vomiting. yeah. i think that's more appropriate.
mathematices is boring. biology is like sake sushi. or maybe not. its like i'm hearing everything, writing everything down, but my mind is blank.
have to keep my future in. FORENSIC SCIENCE!!!!!!
*sigh*
am going to stop writing now.
later.
am now in school. the library. using their free internet. haha. sitting right next to me is jussy. say hi jus. jus, "hi". alright...lame i know. anyway. my last lecture was chemistry. VERY boring. but interesting. at the same time. i'm now at the moment not writing/typing in constructive sentences for only one reason. my mind is in a state of confusion.
next period is meet your civics tutor. my class is S214. the past week of lectures have been like sinking in the pacific ocean. i'm struggling to keep my head above the waters to keep from drowning. or i can also describe the experience as overeating. i swallowed one too many different sorts of sushi and they have filled up the whole column my oesophagus. though digestion is still in process, i feel like vomiting. yeah. i think that's more appropriate.
mathematices is boring. biology is like sake sushi. or maybe not. its like i'm hearing everything, writing everything down, but my mind is blank.
have to keep my future in. FORENSIC SCIENCE!!!!!!
*sigh*
am going to stop writing now.
later.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Last summer
a week(or perhaps just 5 days) has since past from the first day i stepped into meridian junior college. the past 5 days had been fun. orientation all the way. in this five days i have made friends with most of the people in my OG. one of them is jussy. haha....her name is actually jeslin. but jussy seems pretty cool huh? haha...
i have a crush on someone too =). though i will never tell who...just give me a few more weeks to get rid of this feeling. i got in to combi i wanted, which is chem/bio/math. cant wait to start lessons and see how the teachers are like. i mean they seem very different from my school's teachers (quite obvious la...but still).
the first day of school was just an introduction to the school blah blah blah...the second day was the ice-breaker. the third was the know your college day..you know...run around the school...on thursday was the magnificent meridian marathon. like the amazing race, run round pasir ris, tampines, simei and bedok. very fun. on friday was the water games and campfire. campfire was bit...but yea...someone from my OG thought i cried cuz our item wasn't very successful. very sweet of him cuz he called to ask if i was alright. i didn't cry. i wasnt VERY disappointed. just a little..they had probably mistook my actions when i leaned on jussy's shoulder and started hitting her..haha....was pretty tired and bored. well you would know when i wanna cry. it's highly obvious. nose and eyes will be red and wet. no hiding from anything. haha...but in the first place i would never cry in public. not if i can help it. No No.
right moving on.
woke up at ten today. went library. borrowed 2 books, excluding the one i reserved, which i collected today. i also have one more book in my room, right beside my bed lying page down on the floor, opened to where i had last read it. which was early this morning. okay...i'm apparently babbling.
feel like changing the skin of mu bolg but am very lazy and i feel quite woozy from the medicine i just took. i went to the doctors after i ate lunch after i went library. bill is so damned bloody expensive. but i guess its worth it. your health is more important than $$$. but that is only when you have some $$$.
babblings aside, i think i'll now go drink some H2O and go to sleep. yes, i am a new century pig. NCP. and i am going to stop now.
later
i have a crush on someone too =). though i will never tell who...just give me a few more weeks to get rid of this feeling. i got in to combi i wanted, which is chem/bio/math. cant wait to start lessons and see how the teachers are like. i mean they seem very different from my school's teachers (quite obvious la...but still).
the first day of school was just an introduction to the school blah blah blah...the second day was the ice-breaker. the third was the know your college day..you know...run around the school...on thursday was the magnificent meridian marathon. like the amazing race, run round pasir ris, tampines, simei and bedok. very fun. on friday was the water games and campfire. campfire was bit...but yea...someone from my OG thought i cried cuz our item wasn't very successful. very sweet of him cuz he called to ask if i was alright. i didn't cry. i wasnt VERY disappointed. just a little..they had probably mistook my actions when i leaned on jussy's shoulder and started hitting her..haha....was pretty tired and bored. well you would know when i wanna cry. it's highly obvious. nose and eyes will be red and wet. no hiding from anything. haha...but in the first place i would never cry in public. not if i can help it. No No.
right moving on.
woke up at ten today. went library. borrowed 2 books, excluding the one i reserved, which i collected today. i also have one more book in my room, right beside my bed lying page down on the floor, opened to where i had last read it. which was early this morning. okay...i'm apparently babbling.
feel like changing the skin of mu bolg but am very lazy and i feel quite woozy from the medicine i just took. i went to the doctors after i ate lunch after i went library. bill is so damned bloody expensive. but i guess its worth it. your health is more important than $$$. but that is only when you have some $$$.
babblings aside, i think i'll now go drink some H2O and go to sleep. yes, i am a new century pig. NCP. and i am going to stop now.
later
Sunday, January 02, 2005
To Hell We Ride
tomorrow is a new school day and i'm a bit apprehensive. you know...just like the first day of secondary school (i don't remember my first day of primary school. all i remembered was sitting down in the wrong arrangement and arthur was the first person i met in the school when he said, "Oi!! yiou have to sit behind!!!".)
anyway. i met nic on wednesday and though she was very obviously tired (training in the morning till late 2++), she (in my opinion, of course) was quite insensitive. she said some very insensitive remarks which made me feel quite upset about. we met up for early dinner in sakae sushi in the airport as she has to work later. it was a buffet so it was relatively cheaper. after we ate about 9 plates each, i said to her that i was quite full and i might be able to eat more. she said " wanqi, next time if you're not going to eat in a buffet don't ask me to come with you okay?". AS IF I JUST WANTED TO EAT!!! why would i stuff my myself till my food filled all my oesophagus? i just wanted to spend some time with my bestfriend before the year passes and also to give her the christmas gift. she said it a few times before i tried to explain to her that her saying these would hurt me (i was trying to find words to say without sounding like a drama queen). at last i said," nic, i didn't just come here to eat okay? i just wanted to spend some time with you. i mean when was the last time we met? i think it was at the beginning of the month! we had hardly met up at all!", she reminded me that i went to her house to play ps2 two weeks ago. TWO WEEKS!! i didn't even stay over at her house once in this longest holiday in my lifE!!! i don't know why but she has become so flippant about things that are important to me. guess she's just tired. she's going to nanyang jc tomorrow. she's entering there because she's very good at canoeing. well, good luck to her then. i'll msg her later.
the next day i met up with tiffany. we went orchard. you know what? i think i have pms or something because there was one moment where i was very upset for a moment. i was upset cuz tiffany was browsing through my phone (looking at pictures) and when she saw a picture of herself she automatically deleted without asking me first!!! sigh...saying this make me feel pissed all over again. why was i pissed?
1) she didn't ask me first. i mean who's phone was she holding? who does she think she is?
2) i like the picture cuz it was a candid one where she didn't pose and it held her real smile.
3) she thought it wouldn't make me angry or whatsoever. is she so self-conscience that she can't spare a thought about how i'd feel?
i guess it all boils down to her asking for my permission first. why doesn't the people whom i consider as my close friends care about my feelings at all? okay. this is self-pity. right. i'm grateful for yiyun. she's a person who will go the extra mile for a friend. kind of like me. nad, too. i mean i'm grateful for her too. in my secondary school life, i considered 5 people my (own)really close friends. tiffany, zhi yuan, nic, nad and yiyun (we're not a group of friends). i guess i shouldn't really take these things to heart. i mean, there's always jc to look forward to. and i can always meet up with yiyun or nad.
alright. moving on.
my sisters and i donated some clothes and canned food to sri lanka. really hope these things are helpful.
yesterday, we had a family lunch again. was pretty good. i think the next time my mom cooks again will be next month (reunion dinner).
erm my broher wants to talk to me. will write tomorrow or someday next week.
later.
oh and before i forgot. thanks to yiyun, liting, sook yee, christina and jeanie for inviting me to their steamboat dinner yesterday at the chalet. it was very nice. =)
anyway. i met nic on wednesday and though she was very obviously tired (training in the morning till late 2++), she (in my opinion, of course) was quite insensitive. she said some very insensitive remarks which made me feel quite upset about. we met up for early dinner in sakae sushi in the airport as she has to work later. it was a buffet so it was relatively cheaper. after we ate about 9 plates each, i said to her that i was quite full and i might be able to eat more. she said " wanqi, next time if you're not going to eat in a buffet don't ask me to come with you okay?". AS IF I JUST WANTED TO EAT!!! why would i stuff my myself till my food filled all my oesophagus? i just wanted to spend some time with my bestfriend before the year passes and also to give her the christmas gift. she said it a few times before i tried to explain to her that her saying these would hurt me (i was trying to find words to say without sounding like a drama queen). at last i said," nic, i didn't just come here to eat okay? i just wanted to spend some time with you. i mean when was the last time we met? i think it was at the beginning of the month! we had hardly met up at all!", she reminded me that i went to her house to play ps2 two weeks ago. TWO WEEKS!! i didn't even stay over at her house once in this longest holiday in my lifE!!! i don't know why but she has become so flippant about things that are important to me. guess she's just tired. she's going to nanyang jc tomorrow. she's entering there because she's very good at canoeing. well, good luck to her then. i'll msg her later.
the next day i met up with tiffany. we went orchard. you know what? i think i have pms or something because there was one moment where i was very upset for a moment. i was upset cuz tiffany was browsing through my phone (looking at pictures) and when she saw a picture of herself she automatically deleted without asking me first!!! sigh...saying this make me feel pissed all over again. why was i pissed?
1) she didn't ask me first. i mean who's phone was she holding? who does she think she is?
2) i like the picture cuz it was a candid one where she didn't pose and it held her real smile.
3) she thought it wouldn't make me angry or whatsoever. is she so self-conscience that she can't spare a thought about how i'd feel?
i guess it all boils down to her asking for my permission first. why doesn't the people whom i consider as my close friends care about my feelings at all? okay. this is self-pity. right. i'm grateful for yiyun. she's a person who will go the extra mile for a friend. kind of like me. nad, too. i mean i'm grateful for her too. in my secondary school life, i considered 5 people my (own)really close friends. tiffany, zhi yuan, nic, nad and yiyun (we're not a group of friends). i guess i shouldn't really take these things to heart. i mean, there's always jc to look forward to. and i can always meet up with yiyun or nad.
alright. moving on.
my sisters and i donated some clothes and canned food to sri lanka. really hope these things are helpful.
yesterday, we had a family lunch again. was pretty good. i think the next time my mom cooks again will be next month (reunion dinner).
erm my broher wants to talk to me. will write tomorrow or someday next week.
later.
oh and before i forgot. thanks to yiyun, liting, sook yee, christina and jeanie for inviting me to their steamboat dinner yesterday at the chalet. it was very nice. =)
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