hello everybody

be be your love

in approximately 5 days and 2 hours from now im going to be flying to france for a trip.


i cant wait.


im glad that fate has played it such that i managed to see 2 loves of my life coincidently, which i can tell you, is VERY rare.


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sometimes i don't know if willie and i can work out in the end. we're both so stubborn.


sigh..


but im going to give this my best shot so...if this relationship between us fails it would just mean that one of us has given up.


life-long learning...so far, i've only gotten one call for interview. i dont know what to expect next month.


general feeling of now is: wu jing da cai.


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sigh...


slap me please.

Random pictures

China trip - HangZhou

China trip - Haagan Daaz

Willie's birthday

Dog Walk on April Fool's Day (org by Class 95)

Heard that sound

after a long while of ... 4 weeks?


okay. latest update:


1) My job at Great Eastern will be considered THE job that changed my life.


2) I'll be going Paris to find my sister on the 25th of this month. and i'll be spending ALL my money. SHIT.


3) I'm getting fat. DOUBLE SHIT (though you'll think that after all that shit i've excreted out of my body, i'll be slightly thinner..haha..okay. not funny).


ANYWAY.


i think this trip will make me a better person. yup..this can be considered as a soul-searching trip i guess. BUT all my money will be GONE. freak. i need to find a job that pays me more than $6.50 an hour. seriously, $6 per hour is NOT enough. sigh..


im a little afraid that i will not get a chance to be shortlisted into any Us that i have applied for. i hope this feeling of fear will not get the opportunity to bloom into outright panic.


i want a laptop that surfs the internet!!! this computer is SO troublesome..grr...