Saturday, October 30, 2004

I see the light

all the pictures below are courtesy to my er jie. hehe....



















Friday, October 29, 2004

Californication

alas...i only have a few days more. these last few days have been very erm...lazy (...) for me. anyway...mrs song is retiring. nothing in the school is going to be the same anymore. things change when you change the principal. but i guess a change means a new start. changes are good. even if they seem bad, good things will always appear in the end. too optimistic? haha... perhaps. i keep smelling somthing bad. is it just me?

anyway...

i miss shairazi. i guess all his friends call him razi now...i'd like to think that im the first one who came up with that name. but then again, everybody thinks they are the first in everything. i wrote him a super short testimonial and guess what? he wrote an even longer one! should i call him or something? i mean, he doesn't even know that i moved. though i still keep the old number, i use the new one more. okay, more than more. it's everytime. should i call him?? okay, i think i will. after the exams. <---dis is pathetic.

moving on.

this few days have been a routine. that is why i have not been going online for a few days. like, every three days? well...

i don't know what else to type. so im going to end here for now.

hope nothing happens to me..hehe...erhrm..ok..nt funny..

whatever..

later

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Vindicated

help...i think. whatever..

Monday, October 25, 2004

Soulfire

it's been three days since the last entry...again. but i was busy yesterday. haha...kinda anyway. my mother's second sister's second son's (wow...that was a mouthful...) wedding banquet. it was, i think, the most fun banquet i've been to. you know why? cuz i'm older! haha..

i bit worried bout the com. it seems sick. again. *sigh...* i dnt feel like typing anymore.

but one more thing!! i saw electrico on saturday night. at the esplanade. ha!

ok...later..

Friday, October 22, 2004

Fabled Angst Machine

haha...as promised from my last entry. but it isn't cause im lazy ok! its cause i have no time. yes, no time. everyday i waste my time trying to study. it's really a bother. but i hv to do it. first paper is on 2 nov. am i ready for it? the answr is still irrevocably no. did i use the right word? irrevocably. it means "impossible to retract or revoke". that is taken from dictionary.com..

anyway.

met up with tiffany yeaterday and the day before. went to the esplanade library to try to study. i think i did study....my brain feels crapped (yea i walk sideways). i bought the album of electrico yesterday. it is great!! i like their brand of music. it has a very laid-back kinda style. it's very relaxing. what's that kind of music called? the kind of music for chilling out..well..they are performing at the esplanade on one of these days -->22/10 to 24/10. I WANNA GO!!! it's a fest for s'pore bands. but my er jie's not free!! go alone? NO WAY!! im a coward. *sigh*

just now i went studying with nicole. left quite early. now i just feel like sleeping. but im going downstairs with my er jie in 5 minutes to eat dinner. so..will type more tomorrow or something.

later..

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

My Funny Valentine

I LOVE CHET BAKER!!!

ok...but he's no longer around in this lifetime. He died at the age of 58 in 1988...SAD!!! he's VERY handsome you know!! And coincidently I just found out that he's the singer of my fav song!!! the song title is 'My funny valentine'. actually i saw his pictures in a jazz book my sister borrowed (we're into jazz but we don't know who evbody are). AHHHH!!!!! He's even more sexy than elvis!!

=D...

movin on...

yesterday i watched 2046 with my sister...(sori nad!!)...it was ok...i can't say "typical wong kar wai show" because i don't think i've watched any of his other shows. Let's just say that i went in with a lot of expectations and i wasn't disappointed. but i came out with my hands REALLY ITCHING to SLAP Tony Leung's face, such a good actor he is. All the other actor and actresses are also MARVELOUS!!! I just LOVE Takuya Kimura's jap!!!OH MY GOSH!!! It's so SEXY!!! I can't stand it!! *screams*...Now i know why all the girls in japan love him! He's SOOO handsome!!! I think the actress who showed much of her talents was Zhang ZiYi. She was the one who was 'urging' me to slap liang chau wei's face. Gees...ok overall, it was a GREAT movie..i urge people of all races to watch it. Keep an open mind when you do otherwise you wouldn't be able to appreciate it. It's in chinese but there's english subtitles (duh!!).

im going to study with tiffany now. meeting her at 12. better get ready now. hehe...

will type more tmr/later/2 days later (if im lazy).

later//

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Learn The Hard Way

today is sunday. ok...its late sunday. tomorrow is the first written paper. so called. i mean practical is half written right? anyway...

i updated the picture gallery. so fill free to check out my grad day photos. yea!! i graduated!! and yes, it was uneventful. but very touching. everyone started crying towards the end of the ceremony. well, one look at may crying and i turned into a waterfall, too. it was at the end where the teachers line up in front of the stage and the students are supposed to shake each and every teacher's hand. i really couldn't hold back my tears. so did many others. including the guys.

all these just means that my Os are drawing closer. M i prepared? NO. all i can do now is to study as hard as i can. i hope i really make good use of this coming two weeks. tomorrow especially.

i hope i do well!!!

one thing i can be very sure of after the exams is that i'll be deaf. due to the constant treatment of loud music. okay. i sincerely hope not.

now, im too lazy to type. and dinner has arrived. tink i'll stop here. haha!!

++later

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Superman's Dead

my computer broke down. but it's fixed (duh!!). im going to graduate tomorrow. really don't know what i'll feel tomorrow. i mean it's not the end, you know? we actually still have a month to go. but i CAN'T wait.

that and other things. i find my song very irritating. don't you think so? okay don't answer. don't tell me.

bought a calculator today. felt the pinch. my $$$ is finishing!! *sigh* teenage problems...

anyway.

can't wait to work. i think my eyes contain this --> $$$, right now. boring job or not.

will type another day again.

later//

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Baby love


wen i was a babe. doesn't resemble me. back then my hair was all onion-y.haha... Posted by Hello

Baby love...again


that's me wen i was 2. Posted by Hello

Tangerine dream

eng-- 3
a maths--- 5
e maths--- 1
bio--- 1
comb--- 1
chinese--- 4
humanities--- 4

yup...thats it...

decided nt to waste my time enterin first 3 mths of jc. anyway wher can i go with 14 pts? so guess wat im goin to do...im goin to work. that and travel. then again... given my extremely fickle character, i mite jus change my mind 3 days later. i noe i changed my skin again. but im nt satisfied with dis skin. will change to another one.

im goin to graduate very soon. i realy cant wait for that to happen. actually, i tink wen that time comes, its goin to be so uneventful that i tink all i can say and wonder is,"have i really just graduated?". i wonder next year am i goin to miss anybody. i mean of course i am. wat i wonder is WHO i am goin to miss. that and other things. the year is ending so soon. my exams are comin closer to me and ev1 else who're taking the exam. pity. it'll be over in a months time. how i love and hate exams.

i jus found my extremely adventurous hamster. last nite i forgot to close the cage door and both hamster climbed out. as one was too *erhem* fat, only the other could climb up the steps in my house and 'escaped'. so called. i jus caught it back into captivity. the poor thing. this is the second failed attempt of escape. the first time it escaped, we only found him a few days later. he was hidin in the toilet. unluckily for him, my brother accidently found him while takin a bath. too bad. my sis was sounding very hopeful this time round when she said," maybe the cat ate him?"so was my mom.

well.

its been really long since my last entry. im so sick of my computer. wish i can haveenough money to buy my own. maybe if i work OT for 4 months i can earn round $2000++. jus nice to buy a laptop like my sis. perhaps even better. now i cant wait. i realised i have so many plans for after the exams. so many many. i also want to exercise. erm thats not for after the exams. well. as u can see the pic below, u'll most prob see a double chin coming out from me. yes, iam gainin weight. not unusual for a girl like me. but still. i don't want to end up being the fattest among my sisters. which i think i am goin to be soon if i dont act asap.

one more thing. it must be dms. but during this 24/7 emo period, i realise that ev once a month, i'd realise that i take myself too seriously. then ev once a month i'd wish i'd done something bout it. watever. im such a typical teen. wonder what i'd be like in 5 yrs? slimmer?better? in america? with a (finally) nicer and smarter boyfriend? i think too much. even now.
i mean i know im thinkin too much so why an i still thinkin so much? time passes so quickly. i guess if time passes slowly it wouldn't be called time. wat the HECK am i talkin bout? utter rubbish. actually wat im doin now is to try to make this entry as long as possible. if i see my sis fren syaiful, you'd be thinkin how he did it. he can write like 6 7 long and interestin paragraphs full of chim english words. really. read his blog if you want to improve your vocabulary. seriously fantastic.

ahhh....my blog is still so short. and im gettin very irritated at this song. which signals a change. im gettin very bored of typin. think i'll stop. now.

later.

vainity


guess wher/wat/who im lookin at?haha. Posted by Hello

Sorority


mac. the time of the last entry. wher i was reminded of why i only stick to power 98. Posted by Hello

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Same Direction

ah fuck it. watever. evtin jus got erased. sittin at mac im once
again reminded of why i dislike perfect 10. rubbish songs they play.
anyway, im usin my sis notebook to type this down. very cool. very
jealous. nevermind. will buy one of my own soon. SOON.

anyway. got most of my results. they surprised me, judgin from
the amount of time i put in for the prelims. so, i just wanna thank
God. for eivin me a chance. then again. maybe im jus pure lucky.
which, i think, is highly unlikely. alrite. i'll enter my results after
i got back evtin.

later.