Monday, April 26, 2010

The Perishers

8am Departure


Stay, I wish I could stay
You could call in sick
We could makeout all day
Or maybe take the dog for a walk
Have a picnic by the water
Just sit there and talk
But not a word about the future
No I don't wanna go home


Wish I didn't have to go home
I guess I could miss my flight
Say my cab got stuck in traffic
Couldn't make it on time
But I got left behind
I wish I didn't have to go home
I wish I could stay
If just for a day
I wish I could stay
No I don't wanna go home


When I've left?
we'll both be alone
can't be closer than over the phone
but the worst part of it all
I don't know when I'll see you again
will I see you again?
No I don't wanna go home
I wish I didn't have to go home


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I like this song..so poignant... :( so sad...

Friday, April 09, 2010

after talking for 2 hours, I feel like we achieved something and
nothing..feel like it's a talk that we should have done for quite a
while now but why is it that these kinds of talks can never be at the
right time or place?I mean I know that obviously it would have to be
spontaneous otherwise it will not be truthful..and it is only after
talking for a while will all the other stuff come out because talking
about random things will trigger feeling about certain issues which
one did not bring up. you know, things like that...

a least I know he's going to be a good father because he is so patient
with me that I feel like I'm a spoilt brat, which I most probably
am..he always exposes certain parts of me which are ugly and I'm
trying to hide...I guess that is why I become defensive.

sigh..self centered ness is not a good thing... I hope I can do more
for him.