i'm now at the library waiting for my sister to finish piano. just now i was at my sister's friend's house, marvin, waiting for to finish recording her songs. not that i minded of course.
yesterday i said that i had a job today? turned out that i didn't have to go at all. i was already at the building when i called, and the person in-charge said that i didn't have to turn up after all. said that she tried to call nicole but nic didn't answer. said she also messaged her. i think she called the wrong number or what cuz nic didn't receive anything. i mean...nic would tell me. i feel so bad now. as soon as i hanged up i called nic and accused her of not telling me anything. nic didn't even know what i was talking about.
so...actually just now at marvin's house, i was using my sis' com to surf the net and was going for an entry when the com shut down due to low batt. her com had all the pictures....nevermind..haha..next time then...ok..seems like my sis is done.
have to go now.
later..
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
Times like these
guess what? i got a job tomorrow!! ha!! but it's actually nicole. she can't make it so i'm going to sub for her. hope it'll go well *cross fingers*..
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Only One
i heard about yuvan's father today. i was really surprised when i heard the news. though i didn't go with the bunch to visit yuvan today, i think i'll go next week with nad and may.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Life Of A Salesman
*sigh*
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
Monday, November 22, 2004
IT"S OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
Sunday, November 21, 2004
You Know How I Do
ok. so i changed the skin. i spent like 4hrs trying to personalise it. the picture was actually something else. i'm beat, man!! but im quite happy with the results.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Remember to breathe
Hands Down
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Monday, November 15, 2004
Hands Down
i caught Dashboard Confessional doing a album cover of one of R.E.M.'s album and they GREAT. Somebody please buy me the D.C album for Christmas. Or maybe I'll buy it myself once I get the $$$. Oh...I know I'm just going through a phase just like that time when I was very hung up over Incubus. and Nine Days. and Vertical Horizon. and Staind. and Live. and Hoobastank. and many other bands. but still. right now what matters is dashboard confessional. very single-minded i know.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Screaming Infidelities
Happy birthday to
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Bleed America
kerry didn't win...well...i guess if u look at it, i think both their votes were almost equal...Almost. i wonder what would happen in the next few years. well..
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Reality
*cross fingers and toes*
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
Monday, November 01, 2004
My Sundown
tomorrow is the start of the exams for me and loads of other people. today is the first paper for those retaking chinese. anyway. i've decided to stay home due to utmost laziness and lack of funds. well. so. im going to study soon. just decided to attack the com for a while. because you see...i miss it...haha...like real...so...
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
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