Times like these

guess what? i got a job tomorrow!! ha!! but it's actually nicole. she can't make it so i'm going to sub for her. hope it'll go well *cross fingers*..


can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.


get me a life man...........


just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.


please God!!!!!!!!


let me enter mjc....


hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.


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going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.


later.........