After listening to the presidential debate, I can't help but feel John McCain is like, if not exactly, George Bush. I just can't help but feel that he is an old man who keeps telling grandfather stories and he even speaks like Bush! He doesn't really talk much about what he will do but just keep putting Obama down. Very irritating to hear him talk. I can just imagine what the future, or rather, the next 8 years, is going to be like if he is going to be elected. Bleah........Please vote for Obama!


Really hope he will win man..He just gives me the feeling that he will deliver what he says and so far what he is saying is SOOOOOO practical and soooo like what is needed. Change is really what he is going for and he seems really sure of what he wants to achieve. Plus, the way he speaks! I mean, minus the slight stammer, he sounds so down-to-earth and humble! Not like the arrogant, know-it-all old man that will most likely do what Bush is doing! McCain says Obama is naive when talking about certain issues, but at least he has some fresh new ideas. 旧的不去，新的不来 what. Plus, Obama can hold his own! Who knows maybe whatever McCain has been saying is being planned and scripted by someone in the background.


Haha..My mind is so set on Obama to win. I really hope Americans will make a smart choice. But seriously, I find their elections so funny. So much talking.

Dreaming with a broken heart

shit...feeling super down...hope it is a sign...and the song is soooooooooo sad...


Dreaming with a Broken Heart By John Mayer


check it out..

and...
I miss paris..
I miss travelling..
I miss the mountains..
I miss seeing all the white people walking all about not giving a hoot about the little chinese girl..
I miss the very professional looking hairdresser in Beijing...
I miss the picnic at the Versailles...
I miss staring at all the deeply emotional renaissance paintings and prefering them to the modern contempory ones..
I miss the restaurants...
I miss looking out at the foreign view from the trains when on the way back...
I miss that feeling of independence...
I miss feeling happy.........

Fake Plastic Trees

My body is killing me man...I have no idea what is wrong with it. It feels empty when I just had food, full of air when I had already burped out my whole stomach..and the worst thing is I feel like puking.


Plus I can FEEL myself pms-ing. Like really bad. Because when I find fault with kp, it means my period is coming. Hahaha..Right now, I'm just finding a lot of fault in him. So it means I'm pms-ing really bad.


My recess week is ending...so sad...

If smoke gets in your eyes

My boyfriend had once said to me that he has quit smoking - or rather, will not smoke in our small island because it is too expensive. But from what I can see, he is inching his way back into his old habit after his brief stint in china. 

Whether or not he will admit he is back into smoking, to me, it is one thing to take a cigarette someone has offered you, and it is another to reach for the box yourself. 

I frankly, am not entirely okay with this. For one, I think he is slightly challenging my giving of full freedom to him in doing whatever he wants to do as long as he is happy. We have not talked about this yet, because I feel that it is a sensitive issue. Why am I writing this here then..because he seldom if almost never reads my blog. I don't even know if I can or should draw the line. I am afraid that he might sort of threaten to hide from me that he smokes if I voice my unhappiness. 

I am trying my best to tolerate this. I don't know how much is my tolerance and if I'm feeling like this because I'm not feeling well. I'm probably thinking too much, as usual. Truthfully, I don't really want to be with a smoker. Because...I've been with one before. I think a lot of time is being wasted (for me) on waiting for them to finish smoking. I was almost ALWAYS WAITING. Which is a little waste of my bloody time. 

Unless of course, I pick up smoking. Then, I can join the gang..

Take the lead

Guess what?? I'm the lead actress in the next stage production for my hall!!! WAHAHAHAHA........


I just did the best I could in the audition and well..hehe...I heard it is going to be held on 6 or 7 Feb next year.


I hope I will do well and wow everyone who is going to watch the play. :D I'm feeling excited. Finally something that perhaps I could do well in.

Irony

YAY! I passed my driving test. Hahahahaha...


First, I have to learn how to park.


Second, I have to learn how to check blindspots.


Third, I have to learn how to change lanes confidently in an expressway.


Fourth, I have to learn how to drive with my shoes on.


Hmm....did I tell you I went for lessons so that someone can teach me how to do all these things?

Who knows driving is such a pain the ass. Sigh..Stress man..My driving test is tomorrow and I'm like dead. Well, I feel rather confident that if nothing goes wrong tomorrow I will pass. But. Sigh.........


Plus I think I'm pms-ing. Which is worse! How untimely it is to come at a time like this. Bleah......

I'm sorry I'm back here once again. My studying is getting no where, my heart is not in it and I have driving tomorrow because I have my test on monday. Sigh..and a quiz. Bleah...


Feeling quite anal about things that are not even important.


But I'm a girl. So shoot me.

Pissed.

Feeling pissed. Have no idea what sparked it. Or, even if I do know, things are not going according to what I want. Maybe that is why I'm pissed. Add to the fact that my cat is on heat like everyday. I want to vomit blood man.


*ROARRRRRRR*