From the inside

love...
wat is tt word?
love is selfish...
if u deny it,granted,u r a person in love...
if u tink bout it,any kinda love is selfish...
mother's love...family love...fraternity love...sorority love...
relationship love...
y...is dis so...i hv no idea...
yea...i've been in love before...
if i look back now,i see a selfish person transformed by
dis ting called love...
i neglect EVERYTHING tt was important in my life
before dis love came to me...
i'd never wondered how my family whom i'd neglected felt...
now i noe...
i wonder how my MOM felt...
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my heart is heavy...
for many reasons....
sometimes i hv suicidal thoughts...
it's so easy to end my own life...
b a selfish person...
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