We still kill the old way

went out alone to shop today. realized that nobody can stomach a gift without the word 'free' in front of it. bought a lot of presents. spent LOADS of $$$. was very tempted to buy myself something. like CLOTHES. but yea. until i get my $150 eagles award $$$ i'm broke. so y buy presents? my siblings are apparently boycotting the tradition this year. so why waste my time? BECAUSE IT'S A TRADITION!!! that's why. also can't wait to see their faces when they open up my gifts for them. sour face or not. i think it should all be worth it.


well.


i hope to wake up abit earlier later and get things done. nowadays i sleep round 5 and wake up round 3. yes i am a pig. and a night owl. still. wish to take a picture or something so i can show off my not-so-newly painted black nails. yes i AM A WANNA-BE. i like the colour black. so just shoot me. it's becoming very common i guess. for a girl to sport black clothings and everything. but i'm sure it will all wear off in a few months. wanna bet? after a few months i will be asking myself wat the heck i was thinking being such a commoner. but yea. till then.


i'm going to mjc. maybe miracle will happen and i get like 8 for my 'O' levels (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). like i said it's a miracle if it does. but i don't think God will let me have that mark. i didn't even take it seriously till the exam itself. i think a punishment is in order so now i feel apprehensive. for my resluts and also fopr the first day of school. hope i can still fit into my school uniform (*cross fingers*). yiyun says she's not worried i'll be alone cause she says i alwways make friends easily. thanks babe but i seriously doubt it.


my mom is having a headache. wants to sleep. okay.


later.