Pain

hi all...


i did a very stupid thing yesterday. haha...i drank just half a cup of vodka at home and got drunk. haha...okay...and i missed math class. which is now. im going chem later. dont worry...


im having a little hang over now...so stupid right...im not going to get drunk again. not soon anyway...haha...


all i wanted is to feel numb. but instead all my depression surfaced and i felt even worse. that sucks...it was so bad...under alcohol influence..


okay..i promised myself to just blog about ten minutes. it's up. alright..


going bbq later in the evening.


later =)