i feel enlightened. im glad i called him just now. we have reached a common understanding and for the first time i feel that we can really be friends. that it really is possible.
well we really do love each other. i understand what he is feeling and what he thinks actually...its just...i guess i was still selfish. i really need to grow up man...im glad i took a first step in realising it.
how can i say something but not contridict myself?hmmm...
i love you, erjie. thanks for always being there for me.