moody monday

alright. so it isn't monday. and i haven't put any new entries for the past 5? days. so...


anyway.


hmm...


Friday:


i went out to meet my dad at the airport (i was late. haha...) after which we went home to wait for my mom..=) when she got home, we asked her to pack a few things. oh was she shocked! haha...shortly after he and i broke up, my sis and i planned a chalet for my mom. so we booked it quite early. haha...so, we left the house after everyone was ready to search for dinner. we finally decided on swensens. haha...


after dinner we went to the chalet! =) actually, it would be better if the chalet was at sentosa or somewhere far huh...but we couldn't find any available spaces so...oh well...


anyway, the "highlight" of the evening for me was when i went to play pool with my brother. ha...guess who i saw??? i bet this will be the last time i will see this person coindently again. anyway. as usual, my body seemed out of my control. i wanted to do so many stupid things like look away, smile like im a mad person, jump and hug the life out of the person...okay. that's a bit exagerating. but still. i was irritated. especially when he wanted to play pool with his friends at the same place too!! hmm...i know it's a free country and it's actually his territory but...hmm...i breathed a sigh of relief when he left. okay, and i heard from my brother that he's going australia for 2 weeks(!!!) and i only knew on sunday that he left on saturday. lucky him man!!! would like to go somewhere too...


saturday:


went with my dad and my dajie to cold storage at marine parade to buy some ready-made bbq stuff. wished tiffany a happy birthday and we made up. =) i love you tiff!! then, we went back to the chalet to meet my mom. after which we went out...to...ntuc. i think. oh...we had to buy brush and all that. so we went to tampines.


bbq in the evening was okay. wished my mom looked happier. well...could see she was thinking about some things. frieda and mae came along with my brother and junxiong too. overall, it was okay. except for the later part when my sister told me about my mom's short lifeline. shocked me abit and when i started imagining a place without my mom i just started crying. there might be people who do not like my mom simply because she was just trying to protect her family. but i know her. she's actually a very understanding person. and ever since im single again, my mom and i became very much closer. she listens to whatever i have to say and gives me advices...i don't know...things are just different.


sunday:


my dajie went home the previous night because she had pilates class in the morning. she thought it was more convenient. anyway. the rest of us set off to west coast because my sis had a performance later at noon. but due to unforseen circumstances, her performance with her band was postponed to later in the day so the rest of us set off to visit my grandma. it was okay...spending abit of time with my brother and my parents. i was willing to open up to my dad and it became a whole new experience. haha....i guess people's minds do change with time. i hope my brother's mind will change soon too...dinner was great. =) and expensive too. my dajie suggested japanese at great world and it was one of those quite posh restaurants. you know...those where spending hundreds is a very easy thing to do? we actually sat at one of the main tables. but after looking at the menu and everything, we decided that we could use the private rooms which requires spendings of at least $300. haha...we ordered those preset set dinners and the courses were damn fantastic. this is the life im looking for man...a life of semi-luxury. my mom said that her 50th birthday is going to be the best because my dad flew in to celebrate her birthday with her and... i think she said everyone was there to celebrate it with her too. hmm...that was the whole idea you see...i knew my mom would love the whole family to sit down together and have a joyous meal. i hope the weekend had been great for her.


monday: first day of work. it was okay...haha...


tuesday: it was also okay at work. oh my dad left in the morning.


wednesday (aka today) : lazing around because i don't have to work today. waiting for later. =)


okay, so that's all for the updates. later!