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floating along everyday waiting...


and waiting...


hanged out with my brother and frieda yesterday. im glad i did. =)


had chinese A level yesterday too...if i get a C i want to retake. haha...it will look very ugly if there are 2 Cs on my cert. one for GP and the other for chinese. Haha...while the rest are As. *grin*


im currently a bit hooked on Story Of The Year. like their style. and the voice of the lead is quite high. something even a girl will find difficulty in. haha...maybe it's just me.


and i finally realise why i only listen to nicholas tse and david tao twice a year: their songs will irritate me within a VERY short while. haha...


hmm.........carrying a heavy heart these few days...now i cant wait for 2005 to end and 2006 to begin. then 2006 to end and 2007 to begin. and it goes on and on....hmm...i was discussing with my mom a fortnight ago about waiting to die. haha...as usual, i was crapping and my mom was just listening, entertaining me. i dno...i don't think want to live till the age of 65 then think."okay. i give myself another 10 years. i think by then i'll die." then when im 75, i'll think,"another 5 years..." then when im 80, i'll think,"another 5 years...i know it." imagine i live till 100!!! oh man...i don't want to live that LONG!!! because by then everyone i love will be dead and i'll be left all ALONE.


men usually die earlier right? i don't want to live another 20 years after my love dies. sigh...i hope when he dies i will die soon after...like my grandparents. but i think that was because my grandma died first. then my grandpa. so do you know what that means? men don't have the will to live! &^%*(^$%


so, i must die first so my love and i can be together sooner. haha...okay. being VERY lame.