bad seed

oh man...


i feel like i want to kill myself for the stupidity!!!!!!!!


i just accidently deleted ALL my pictures in my new camera. i have no idea how to get it back. oh man...i feel so STUPID...all those nice pictures of yesterday and bingfeng's pictures of his trip in japan!!!!!! oh man......argh!!!!!!!!!


it doesn't feel like it's real. man....i feel so....bloody shit.