fuck it all

i think listening to metal makes me a very angry person. in fact, it stirs up resentment and feelings of hate faster than you can say fuck.


i think i should stop. but somehow i want to stay with it. is it good or bad? huh.


my mom is feeding me psychological shit. i know she's worried about me and all but that doesn't mean i will keep eating this shit just because she feels like feeding it to me. okay. im feeling angry.


hmm...


i finally quit my cca. i think rambo will talk to me soon. sigh...


perhaps it's pms though my period just ended.


insecurities...resentment...anger...


fuck it all.fuck this world.fuck everything that you stand for.don't give a shit.don't ever judge me.


okay...abit drama here...amazing. i turned down the volume of the music and i feel fine again. amazing.