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i've taken down the tagboard as you people can see because some lame shit cant get a life and get out of my life. look anand. i can understand why you started out saying all this shit things to me ON MY BLOG and not to my face when you are alone, and not with your friends. why the hell would you want to say it to me only when you are alone? because it shows you actually have the balls and not need backing up. you want to tell me my face looks like dickshit? why not tell it to my face the whole time i saw you in the canteen? what about yesterday when i walked past your whole gang? what's so good about you then? your ability to not do what you preach? cool. i like that attitude.


if you read this and you come with augustine and jana to talk to me aka tell me my face looks like dickshit then i will stop all my respect for you. right now i still have some because steph said you stood up for her a few years ago when somebody called her names on the bus and you dont even know steph well. if you could do that for her your loyalty to aug must be damn strong. thus i respect you for that and i totally understand why you apparently hate me. either that or you just have nothing better to do and it highly amuses you to just write rubbish and pollute my blog. i know you wouldn't care if i have respect for you. why the hell would you? but if you dont do what you preach the whole world will know and all your tough talk and tough act will fade away and people who read my blog will know you are actually not tough at all.


i dont believe in violence and i hope this will not end up in that. it is just a waste of everyone's fucking time. i have better things to do than be bothered by you. you, who jump into conclusions about everything without knowing anything.


you guys only work in groups. what happened to all your honor? what? honor is thrown into the shit where brotherhood is concerned? you guys are nothing but a bully. i am but just a girl who can be easily overpowered by 3 guys and ALL of you know it. so in this case, stated out plainly, are you all MEN? or are you all just immature BOYS.


i have moved far far along since augustine and i broke up. now all i want is to have nothing to do with that period of time and put it behind me. i have stated it plainly for all to see that all i want is peace. do you all have such great feelings for me that you cant leave me alone? huh? aug? what exactly do you mean by "just pretending"? what? got hurt that i said i want you totally out of me life? or was it just your pride talking? why cant you just accept that i want peace and tell yourself and all you friends to leave me alone given that we had once been in love and would do anything for each other? that is what any reasonable, logical man would do. even my brother is not this childish.


if tomorrow or anytime after you read the entry, the 3 of you (or more) come together to me and try to intimidate me, go ahead. i have got nothing to lose except my pride. i'll just let you talk all your rubbish and let it wash away like it has never touched me. come, and i will know you are all nothing but immature boys because you don't have the guts, the honor, and the maturity to say you are a man.