to yiyun:
it's okay darling. dont feel guilty or anything. i dont blame you at all in the first place. no matter what happens i still love you ;) so dont worry about anything. the next time i see you, dont say "sorry" okay??
i love you *hug*
you are still my great love okay!! haha..
looking at some really stupid videos on youtube.com helps. i swear. haha..everything will turn out fine. =D