Flying on your motorcycle
Watching all the ground beneath you drop
You'd kill yourself for recognition
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror
You're turning into something you are not
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Drying up in conversation
You will be the one who cannot talk & all your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you
You will be the one screaming out
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
It's the best thing that you ever had
It's the best thing that you ever had
The best thing that you've had has gone away
So don't leave me high
Don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high
don't leave me dry
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i hate periods. and for a good reason too.
in this time frame, all the emotions that i've pushed down deep into the dark abyss of my heart gets pushed up right to the surface making me feel ultra depressed. i hate this feeling but i know it is inevitable. it is irritating. all the things i dont want to feel, all the things i dont want to think about, all the past memories that should stay forgotten and erased for good, all comes rushing up to the surface because of some natural occurance called menstruation.
i know this will pass in a few days but i've been thinking of and missing c a lot. haha..am in my desperate reminising mood. i dont want to think or miss him because i know it's going to be completely one-sided and that makes me feel like a fool. like some stupid girl who got easily cheated of because she is so gullible. it is during this period of time when i feel like escaping to someplace where everything is strange and unfamiliar so i can forget the past and start another future.
i know i'll be fine. i just hate the process of getting there.
