goldie

i was feeling very wu liao and so i went to search my name just to see what came up. it was SO weird to see people with the same name as i writing lIkE THis. haha..and there is this famous(?) artist named zhang wanqi. her art pieces are quite nice.


hmm...i guess there is a whole new world out there.


i was thinking about my dajie and how we have never really talked. was looking at her friendster profile and i realised that her real character and person is far from what she usually shows us, or perhaps, me. many people who meet her generally like her. she is a person very hard to dislike. it's just quite a shocking realisation that i dont know who this person i've grown up with is. i have yet to see her from a "peer" point of view. i guess the same will go for her. she doesn't really know me and my brother and i think she finds it very hard to see us in a different light other than "ah qi" and "ah boy". but should we just blame this on age difference? 7 and 6 years apart for my brother and i respectively. i dont know. perhaps this will be better as time passes. when all of us are in our twenties and have more or less gone through the stage of maturing. who knows? maybe my sister will still view us as her little siblings and can never confide in us about her personal life. that's quite sad. hope it doesn't turn out that way.