my heart and my head

feelings are in packed in a box
ready to burst at the seams.
excuses enough to fill an entire universe
hang loosely on my mouth.
everyday feels like a struggle.
maybe that too, is an excuse i give to myself.


my future is uncertain.
i like being in control. at least of myself.
now i have two beings in me.
voices in my head neverending.
seems like my heart and my head think
like they are from totally different planets.


i think i have a problem.
but who knows?
maybe im just really crazy.
and maybe it is as simple as that.
another excuse.