running with the devil

okay. so that wasn't what i felt when i went back. i was analysing why i was so eager to just get the hell of that school. if there was ever a time of feeling claustrophobic, it just happened.


i dont know. i think i NEVER, EVER want to go back there again. EVER.


i dont know what i have against that school but never again do i want to walk through those gates and see all those people who had played a role in my life for 4 years in one way or another. they probably dont remember me anyway.


i think i have a problem. and that is to run away from my problems. haha..ironic isn't it? that essentially, this is a problem and im going to keep on doing it. whatever. im not making any sense. i need to shop, buy vcds and spend the rest of my life envying people on tv when i know they all work damn hard to get there.