* WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS CONTENT THAT MAY DEPRESS OR IRRITATE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK *
periods. every girl has them (unless you're abnormal), and every now and then, it gets to them (again, unless you're abnormal).
for me, it is a very simple equation to predict my moods:
rate of mood swings during period = 2x normal days
and now, there is an addition of something new: cramps
hence the new equation is this:
rate of mood swings during period + cramps = unpredictable
happened to experience a high and then a low all in the matter of seconds today. mood has since not improved even after a nap. in fact, it has dulled my senses and made me feel even more lethargic. now, im feeling like reaally super SIAN. when i think of studying, all i can think about is the mahfan-ess of it, the feeling of loneliness that arises and the irritation at noisy stupid young brats.
i know i will snap out of it soon. this usually does not last. i merely just want to complain about something. and i know the blog will not talk back to me and will just absorb everything i need to say like a big never-ending sponge.
i hate cramps man. why does it have to hit me at such a old age????? i mean..hit me at 14 or 15 or 16 but not 18!!! dont ask me what's the logic behind this. i dont know. okay. focus on ability to look on the brightside... at least the magnitude of the cramps isn't so big???
arghhhhhhhh.........do not mess with somebody having period man. because you will never know what hit you when suddenly she turns into the "other person".
getting more irritated. shit. my blog-therapy is not working......
*SCREAMS IN DESPERATION*
what a way to die early...
for me, it is a very simple equation to predict my moods:
rate of mood swings during period = 2x normal days
and now, there is an addition of something new: cramps
hence the new equation is this:
rate of mood swings during period + cramps = unpredictable
happened to experience a high and then a low all in the matter of seconds today. mood has since not improved even after a nap. in fact, it has dulled my senses and made me feel even more lethargic. now, im feeling like reaally super SIAN. when i think of studying, all i can think about is the mahfan-ess of it, the feeling of loneliness that arises and the irritation at noisy stupid young brats.
i know i will snap out of it soon. this usually does not last. i merely just want to complain about something. and i know the blog will not talk back to me and will just absorb everything i need to say like a big never-ending sponge.
i hate cramps man. why does it have to hit me at such a old age????? i mean..hit me at 14 or 15 or 16 but not 18!!! dont ask me what's the logic behind this. i dont know. okay. focus on ability to look on the brightside... at least the magnitude of the cramps isn't so big???
arghhhhhhhh.........do not mess with somebody having period man. because you will never know what hit you when suddenly she turns into the "other person".
getting more irritated. shit. my blog-therapy is not working......
*SCREAMS IN DESPERATION*
what a way to die early...
