show me the light

tomorrow is the first A level exam. hmm..am i scared? yes. will i do well? if there is a miracle.


sigh..


it has finally dawned on me that i have been taking it for granted that i can get what i wanted to get. and that i can get into a university.


fuck man. so what am i doing here you might ask, instead of studying? i'll say..im doing research for gp and cramming all that definitions of terms like developing countries and shit.


about 100 plus days ago i was complaining about how i want the exams to be over. 20 hrs away from my first paper, i dont wish otherwise. not at all. fuck this exam. i just want it to be over.