talk is cheap

i know i've been depressing lately. much things have happened. so much about myself have been revealed to me.


i realised that..when it comes down to it..im a very private person. and i realised all my wonderful friends as well as my beloved family are very private people.


how many people in this world can you say completely knows what you are and what you're made of? so far..i only have one. but i realised i dont really like this feeling of being known. especially if there is a price to pay for having this person around in your life. yes, it is great someone can understand you. and is willing to listen to you. but.


school starts soon. im a little nervous but im excited. :)


i missed my school's orientation camp. didn't know about it actually. haha..but what the hell. i wasn't in the country anyway. guess spms has not received any information about the advancement in technology such as they can send information to another fellow human being over the internet via a media called email. but whatever.


im just another ignorant fool who doesn't really care about worldly affairs and who the heck spearheads A*STAR.


yes. im being labeled. but f**k that la. if the world ends tomorrow will that guy even matter? will all those people who have a goal in life matter? will whatever material gain you have hoped to achieve matter?


will whatever you believe in today even matter?


f**k those people who likes to think others are wrong. who the hell says you are right to begin with? and even if you disagree must you act like you are the right one? yes, be opinionated. but stop acting like you're right, you irritating f**k.


f**k you. for thinking you can be like god.