me and my lovely mother =)wanna buy more jap vcds!! maybe the one with takeshi sorimachi or yutaka something. or maybe more with takura kimura!!!!! *squeal*
hmm...have been kinda close with bingfeng this past month. he is a great friend. and i'll seriously just leave it as that. dinner yesterday was fine too...except that there is no beef noodle anymore!!!!!!!!!!! the nice one anyway!! hrmph...=( we ate the noodle and left it at 90%. haha...it totally sucked. so disappointed. hmm...
nad my lovely!!! am very glad that i had that lunch with you. miss u!
jan darling!! =)
yiyun my great love!!!! hope you're feeling better k...though you have yet to reply to my sms.
i'm happy with the way i am now. just living each day as it is and not having too many expectations. do the things i feel like doing. eat the things i like ..haha.. buy the things i feel like buying. go out whenever. im happier. really. =_
don't know why my heart was feeling sour just now when i was on the way home. it was a bittersweet feeling. but don't really want to care too much. im having fun.
it's been great since i've forbidden myself to see anything related to him. im so glad that i have 70% of my life back.
haha...have nothing to blog about.
okay. here's something i wrote in the wee hours this morning:
Grate my heart
and eat the flesh.
Crush my heart with your large hands
and drink the blood.
At least it proves
that my heart is naught
but flesh and blood.
Spread my heart with butter and
steam it with meat.
i assure you
that it will undoubtly taste nice.
Cut me apart with a sharp knife;
Dismember me piece by piece;
Identify me organ by organ and
i'll just fade away
like the unknown that i am.
haha...trying to show off my (edit) " good" skills in poetry.
im such a show off ;).
