sunrise

i battled with 5 layers of dust and hair and dead skin cells for the first time in this year today. my back is aching man...haha...i gotta thank aug for cleaning my room the last two times man...though the last time my room was cleaned by anyone, which was him, was 3 months ago. haha...that was so long ago. can you imagine the amount of dirt and dust collected everywhere? haha...creepy that im such a dirty person huh...haha...looks can be very deceiving folks.


the best thing is, im not done yet. haha.....i still have to vacuum and mop my floor one more time. now im just waiting for my floor to dry. hmm...i've been cleaning since...1.30pm and i still have the shelves to wipe! oh man...haha...so pathetic. and so dirty.


i've actually been waiting for today. the "i feel like cleaning my room" day. if not, i won't clean my room. hmm...gotta change my attitude man...hahaha...if there are guys out there who think they like me (im such a bhb. haha...) better think twice huh...hahahahaha...you're liking a very dirty girl. mentally too. haha!!!


i realise i have the art of amusing myself. i have been trying to perfect it over the years. so don't be shocked if you're out with me and i laugh suddenly. im not as crazy as you think i am. i am crazier. haha...im always in my own world. hmm...can anybody tell me what's wrong with that? being one's own world i mean. haha...im defending it now that im doing it. i mean...do you always have to engage the outside world? even when you're alone? you have to always act as if you're interested in what others are doing??? so what does "not being in their own world" mean????


anyway.


im full of crap in case anybody doesn't realise. hahahahaha...


i have work tomorrow! hmm...it's going to be december soon...then i can sing that linkin park song! hahahahaha.....


im in such a jolly good mood! =D