Always something

im hooked on this switchfoot song. it makes me feel real sad whenever i hear it but for some unknown reason i just can't pull away from it and so i can only listen to the whole song before choosing another.


i realise yesterday that im quite a sick person. as in...i like to do some things to myself that will have me crying in the end. listening to songs like this is an example. self-punishment i guess? makes me feel better in the end? im psychotic man..


anyway.


hmm...the song is really nice...im listening to it now. haha...


anyway, bing feng if you're reading this, i'd just like to say a big THANK YOU to you, for being such a great friend. really. =)


okay. i hope im going abroad next month.


*crosses fingers*


man...i need to shower.