sometimes

sometimes...


i want to be away. alone. with no one to make me angry over nothing.


sometimes...


i feel lonely. even if there is someone next to me. because no one really understands me.


sometimes...


i feel selfish. i want the world to revolve around me.


sometimes...


i feel really sorry. for the person who chooses to be with me. because he would have to go through hell in time to come (like now).


sometimes...


i feel so sad. at the way the world is turning out to be.


sometimes...


i feel like holding the hands of the elderly. when they walk alone in the streets with no one to accompany them.


sometimes...


i feel like dying. just a fleeting moment. but it is always surpassed by thoughts of people who care.


sometimes...


i feel like the luckiest girl ever alive. because i have a family and beautiful hearted friends whom i can love and rely on. and receive love in return.


sometimes...


i just want to say, "Im sorry." for not being the best i can be.