Goodbye Tonight

in a short span of 2 and a half years,


i met 3 three guys,


imagined myself in love with 2,


fell in love with one.


all completely different.


but all fundamentally the same.


they didn't love or like me.


they loved themselves.


i didnt regret my time with them. they're not mistakes. merely lesson learned. why did i fall for them? i am very soft. and very easy to get. just sweet talk me. that's all it took.


but things are going to change.


im going to change.


here is to a future with someone who loves ME. like i will love him.


for the better or worse.