Be with me

Results for this semester is out. My results are so so.. Good enough for me who did not put in any effort into studying at all. Haha.. I passed 2 of my core which I only answered like 1.5 qn each. I don't know how long more I can stand being like this. Always getting C and Ds.


Kp has finally managed to pass everything. :] its a bittersweet feeling... I guess my bubble has finally burst... I suddenly feel very lonely... He has finally moved on into the next phase of his life. Since this is my blog, I will be as self-centered as I can be. Haha... otherwise, where else can I be this way? I will be missing the days in hall with him around me all the time, being there when I need him to. Things will definitely change I know. I have prepared for this day to come and I will take it one step at a time. I wish I can move out of my single room... it's getting quite lonely for me. Seriously...


Bleah...


I have no idea what I am doing in my life right now. What have I learnt in my course? Nothing much. What do I want to achieve in my life? I don't know. What in the world am I living for right now? What keeps me going? I really have no answer.. I have no drive, no passion...


My 2010 new year resolution, which I really would like to achieve:

- attend all my classes. Haha...

- be more diligent.

- keep being faithful.

- be more positive.


I hope my grades will improve.


On a sidenote, kp and I applied for a flat. Don't think we'll get it though. Haha...