Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
...And she told me to go
i'm now at the library waiting for my sister to finish piano. just now i was at my sister's friend's house, marvin, waiting for to finish recording her songs. not that i minded of course.
yesterday i said that i had a job today? turned out that i didn't have to go at all. i was already at the building when i called, and the person in-charge said that i didn't have to turn up after all. said that she tried to call nicole but nic didn't answer. said she also messaged her. i think she called the wrong number or what cuz nic didn't receive anything. i mean...nic would tell me. i feel so bad now. as soon as i hanged up i called nic and accused her of not telling me anything. nic didn't even know what i was talking about.
so...actually just now at marvin's house, i was using my sis' com to surf the net and was going for an entry when the com shut down due to low batt. her com had all the pictures....nevermind..haha..next time then...ok..seems like my sis is done.
have to go now.
later..
yesterday i said that i had a job today? turned out that i didn't have to go at all. i was already at the building when i called, and the person in-charge said that i didn't have to turn up after all. said that she tried to call nicole but nic didn't answer. said she also messaged her. i think she called the wrong number or what cuz nic didn't receive anything. i mean...nic would tell me. i feel so bad now. as soon as i hanged up i called nic and accused her of not telling me anything. nic didn't even know what i was talking about.
so...actually just now at marvin's house, i was using my sis' com to surf the net and was going for an entry when the com shut down due to low batt. her com had all the pictures....nevermind..haha..next time then...ok..seems like my sis is done.
have to go now.
later..
Monday, November 29, 2004
Times like these
guess what? i got a job tomorrow!! ha!! but it's actually nicole. she can't make it so i'm going to sub for her. hope it'll go well *cross fingers*..
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Only One
i heard about yuvan's father today. i was really surprised when i heard the news. though i didn't go with the bunch to visit yuvan today, i think i'll go next week with nad and may.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Life Of A Salesman
*sigh*
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
Monday, November 22, 2004
IT"S OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
Sunday, November 21, 2004
You Know How I Do
ok. so i changed the skin. i spent like 4hrs trying to personalise it. the picture was actually something else. i'm beat, man!! but im quite happy with the results.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Remember to breathe
Hands Down
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Monday, November 15, 2004
Hands Down
i caught Dashboard Confessional doing a album cover of one of R.E.M.'s album and they GREAT. Somebody please buy me the D.C album for Christmas. Or maybe I'll buy it myself once I get the $$$. Oh...I know I'm just going through a phase just like that time when I was very hung up over Incubus. and Nine Days. and Vertical Horizon. and Staind. and Live. and Hoobastank. and many other bands. but still. right now what matters is dashboard confessional. very single-minded i know.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Screaming Infidelities
Happy birthday to
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Bleed America
kerry didn't win...well...i guess if u look at it, i think both their votes were almost equal...Almost. i wonder what would happen in the next few years. well..
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Reality
*cross fingers and toes*
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
Monday, November 01, 2004
My Sundown
tomorrow is the start of the exams for me and loads of other people. today is the first paper for those retaking chinese. anyway. i've decided to stay home due to utmost laziness and lack of funds. well. so. im going to study soon. just decided to attack the com for a while. because you see...i miss it...haha...like real...so...
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Friday, October 29, 2004
Californication
alas...i only have a few days more. these last few days have been very erm...lazy (...) for me. anyway...mrs song is retiring. nothing in the school is going to be the same anymore. things change when you change the principal. but i guess a change means a new start. changes are good. even if they seem bad, good things will always appear in the end. too optimistic? haha... perhaps. i keep smelling somthing bad. is it just me?
anyway...
i miss shairazi. i guess all his friends call him razi now...i'd like to think that im the first one who came up with that name. but then again, everybody thinks they are the first in everything. i wrote him a super short testimonial and guess what? he wrote an even longer one! should i call him or something? i mean, he doesn't even know that i moved. though i still keep the old number, i use the new one more. okay, more than more. it's everytime. should i call him?? okay, i think i will. after the exams. <---dis is pathetic.
moving on.
this few days have been a routine. that is why i have not been going online for a few days. like, every three days? well...
i don't know what else to type. so im going to end here for now.
hope nothing happens to me..hehe...erhrm..ok..nt funny..
whatever..
later
anyway...
i miss shairazi. i guess all his friends call him razi now...i'd like to think that im the first one who came up with that name. but then again, everybody thinks they are the first in everything. i wrote him a super short testimonial and guess what? he wrote an even longer one! should i call him or something? i mean, he doesn't even know that i moved. though i still keep the old number, i use the new one more. okay, more than more. it's everytime. should i call him?? okay, i think i will. after the exams. <---dis is pathetic.
moving on.
this few days have been a routine. that is why i have not been going online for a few days. like, every three days? well...
i don't know what else to type. so im going to end here for now.
hope nothing happens to me..hehe...erhrm..ok..nt funny..
whatever..
later
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Monday, October 25, 2004
Soulfire
it's been three days since the last entry...again. but i was busy yesterday. haha...kinda anyway. my mother's second sister's second son's (wow...that was a mouthful...) wedding banquet. it was, i think, the most fun banquet i've been to. you know why? cuz i'm older! haha..
i bit worried bout the com. it seems sick. again. *sigh...* i dnt feel like typing anymore.
but one more thing!! i saw electrico on saturday night. at the esplanade. ha!
ok...later..
i bit worried bout the com. it seems sick. again. *sigh...* i dnt feel like typing anymore.
but one more thing!! i saw electrico on saturday night. at the esplanade. ha!
ok...later..
Friday, October 22, 2004
Fabled Angst Machine
haha...as promised from my last entry. but it isn't cause im lazy ok! its cause i have no time. yes, no time. everyday i waste my time trying to study. it's really a bother. but i hv to do it. first paper is on 2 nov. am i ready for it? the answr is still irrevocably no. did i use the right word? irrevocably. it means "impossible to retract or revoke". that is taken from dictionary.com..
anyway.
met up with tiffany yeaterday and the day before. went to the esplanade library to try to study. i think i did study....my brain feels crapped (yea i walk sideways). i bought the album of electrico yesterday. it is great!! i like their brand of music. it has a very laid-back kinda style. it's very relaxing. what's that kind of music called? the kind of music for chilling out..well..they are performing at the esplanade on one of these days -->22/10 to 24/10. I WANNA GO!!! it's a fest for s'pore bands. but my er jie's not free!! go alone? NO WAY!! im a coward. *sigh*
just now i went studying with nicole. left quite early. now i just feel like sleeping. but im going downstairs with my er jie in 5 minutes to eat dinner. so..will type more tomorrow or something.
later..
anyway.
met up with tiffany yeaterday and the day before. went to the esplanade library to try to study. i think i did study....my brain feels crapped (yea i walk sideways). i bought the album of electrico yesterday. it is great!! i like their brand of music. it has a very laid-back kinda style. it's very relaxing. what's that kind of music called? the kind of music for chilling out..well..they are performing at the esplanade on one of these days -->22/10 to 24/10. I WANNA GO!!! it's a fest for s'pore bands. but my er jie's not free!! go alone? NO WAY!! im a coward. *sigh*
just now i went studying with nicole. left quite early. now i just feel like sleeping. but im going downstairs with my er jie in 5 minutes to eat dinner. so..will type more tomorrow or something.
later..
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
My Funny Valentine
I LOVE CHET BAKER!!!
ok...but he's no longer around in this lifetime. He died at the age of 58 in 1988...SAD!!! he's VERY handsome you know!! And coincidently I just found out that he's the singer of my fav song!!! the song title is 'My funny valentine'. actually i saw his pictures in a jazz book my sister borrowed (we're into jazz but we don't know who evbody are). AHHHH!!!!! He's even more sexy than elvis!!
=D...
movin on...
yesterday i watched 2046 with my sister...(sori nad!!)...it was ok...i can't say "typical wong kar wai show" because i don't think i've watched any of his other shows. Let's just say that i went in with a lot of expectations and i wasn't disappointed. but i came out with my hands REALLY ITCHING to SLAP Tony Leung's face, such a good actor he is. All the other actor and actresses are also MARVELOUS!!! I just LOVE Takuya Kimura's jap!!!OH MY GOSH!!! It's so SEXY!!! I can't stand it!! *screams*...Now i know why all the girls in japan love him! He's SOOO handsome!!! I think the actress who showed much of her talents was Zhang ZiYi. She was the one who was 'urging' me to slap liang chau wei's face. Gees...ok overall, it was a GREAT movie..i urge people of all races to watch it. Keep an open mind when you do otherwise you wouldn't be able to appreciate it. It's in chinese but there's english subtitles (duh!!).
im going to study with tiffany now. meeting her at 12. better get ready now. hehe...
will type more tmr/later/2 days later (if im lazy).
later//
ok...but he's no longer around in this lifetime. He died at the age of 58 in 1988...SAD!!! he's VERY handsome you know!! And coincidently I just found out that he's the singer of my fav song!!! the song title is 'My funny valentine'. actually i saw his pictures in a jazz book my sister borrowed (we're into jazz but we don't know who evbody are). AHHHH!!!!! He's even more sexy than elvis!!
=D...
movin on...
yesterday i watched 2046 with my sister...(sori nad!!)...it was ok...i can't say "typical wong kar wai show" because i don't think i've watched any of his other shows. Let's just say that i went in with a lot of expectations and i wasn't disappointed. but i came out with my hands REALLY ITCHING to SLAP Tony Leung's face, such a good actor he is. All the other actor and actresses are also MARVELOUS!!! I just LOVE Takuya Kimura's jap!!!OH MY GOSH!!! It's so SEXY!!! I can't stand it!! *screams*...Now i know why all the girls in japan love him! He's SOOO handsome!!! I think the actress who showed much of her talents was Zhang ZiYi. She was the one who was 'urging' me to slap liang chau wei's face. Gees...ok overall, it was a GREAT movie..i urge people of all races to watch it. Keep an open mind when you do otherwise you wouldn't be able to appreciate it. It's in chinese but there's english subtitles (duh!!).
im going to study with tiffany now. meeting her at 12. better get ready now. hehe...
will type more tmr/later/2 days later (if im lazy).
later//
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Learn The Hard Way
today is sunday. ok...its late sunday. tomorrow is the first written paper. so called. i mean practical is half written right? anyway...
i updated the picture gallery. so fill free to check out my grad day photos. yea!! i graduated!! and yes, it was uneventful. but very touching. everyone started crying towards the end of the ceremony. well, one look at may crying and i turned into a waterfall, too. it was at the end where the teachers line up in front of the stage and the students are supposed to shake each and every teacher's hand. i really couldn't hold back my tears. so did many others. including the guys.
all these just means that my Os are drawing closer. M i prepared? NO. all i can do now is to study as hard as i can. i hope i really make good use of this coming two weeks. tomorrow especially.
i hope i do well!!!
one thing i can be very sure of after the exams is that i'll be deaf. due to the constant treatment of loud music. okay. i sincerely hope not.
now, im too lazy to type. and dinner has arrived. tink i'll stop here. haha!!
++later
i updated the picture gallery. so fill free to check out my grad day photos. yea!! i graduated!! and yes, it was uneventful. but very touching. everyone started crying towards the end of the ceremony. well, one look at may crying and i turned into a waterfall, too. it was at the end where the teachers line up in front of the stage and the students are supposed to shake each and every teacher's hand. i really couldn't hold back my tears. so did many others. including the guys.
all these just means that my Os are drawing closer. M i prepared? NO. all i can do now is to study as hard as i can. i hope i really make good use of this coming two weeks. tomorrow especially.
i hope i do well!!!
one thing i can be very sure of after the exams is that i'll be deaf. due to the constant treatment of loud music. okay. i sincerely hope not.
now, im too lazy to type. and dinner has arrived. tink i'll stop here. haha!!
++later
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Superman's Dead
my computer broke down. but it's fixed (duh!!). im going to graduate tomorrow. really don't know what i'll feel tomorrow. i mean it's not the end, you know? we actually still have a month to go. but i CAN'T wait.
that and other things. i find my song very irritating. don't you think so? okay don't answer. don't tell me.
bought a calculator today. felt the pinch. my $$$ is finishing!! *sigh* teenage problems...
anyway.
can't wait to work. i think my eyes contain this --> $$$, right now. boring job or not.
will type another day again.
later//
that and other things. i find my song very irritating. don't you think so? okay don't answer. don't tell me.
bought a calculator today. felt the pinch. my $$$ is finishing!! *sigh* teenage problems...
anyway.
can't wait to work. i think my eyes contain this --> $$$, right now. boring job or not.
will type another day again.
later//
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Tangerine dream
eng-- 3
a maths--- 5
e maths--- 1
bio--- 1
comb--- 1
chinese--- 4
humanities--- 4
yup...thats it...
decided nt to waste my time enterin first 3 mths of jc. anyway wher can i go with 14 pts? so guess wat im goin to do...im goin to work. that and travel. then again... given my extremely fickle character, i mite jus change my mind 3 days later. i noe i changed my skin again. but im nt satisfied with dis skin. will change to another one.
im goin to graduate very soon. i realy cant wait for that to happen. actually, i tink wen that time comes, its goin to be so uneventful that i tink all i can say and wonder is,"have i really just graduated?". i wonder next year am i goin to miss anybody. i mean of course i am. wat i wonder is WHO i am goin to miss. that and other things. the year is ending so soon. my exams are comin closer to me and ev1 else who're taking the exam. pity. it'll be over in a months time. how i love and hate exams.
i jus found my extremely adventurous hamster. last nite i forgot to close the cage door and both hamster climbed out. as one was too *erhem* fat, only the other could climb up the steps in my house and 'escaped'. so called. i jus caught it back into captivity. the poor thing. this is the second failed attempt of escape. the first time it escaped, we only found him a few days later. he was hidin in the toilet. unluckily for him, my brother accidently found him while takin a bath. too bad. my sis was sounding very hopeful this time round when she said," maybe the cat ate him?"so was my mom.
well.
its been really long since my last entry. im so sick of my computer. wish i can haveenough money to buy my own. maybe if i work OT for 4 months i can earn round $2000++. jus nice to buy a laptop like my sis. perhaps even better. now i cant wait. i realised i have so many plans for after the exams. so many many. i also want to exercise. erm thats not for after the exams. well. as u can see the pic below, u'll most prob see a double chin coming out from me. yes, iam gainin weight. not unusual for a girl like me. but still. i don't want to end up being the fattest among my sisters. which i think i am goin to be soon if i dont act asap.
one more thing. it must be dms. but during this 24/7 emo period, i realise that ev once a month, i'd realise that i take myself too seriously. then ev once a month i'd wish i'd done something bout it. watever. im such a typical teen. wonder what i'd be like in 5 yrs? slimmer?better? in america? with a (finally) nicer and smarter boyfriend? i think too much. even now.
i mean i know im thinkin too much so why an i still thinkin so much? time passes so quickly. i guess if time passes slowly it wouldn't be called time. wat the HECK am i talkin bout? utter rubbish. actually wat im doin now is to try to make this entry as long as possible. if i see my sis fren syaiful, you'd be thinkin how he did it. he can write like 6 7 long and interestin paragraphs full of chim english words. really. read his blog if you want to improve your vocabulary. seriously fantastic.
ahhh....my blog is still so short. and im gettin very irritated at this song. which signals a change. im gettin very bored of typin. think i'll stop. now.
later.
a maths--- 5
e maths--- 1
bio--- 1
comb--- 1
chinese--- 4
humanities--- 4
yup...thats it...
decided nt to waste my time enterin first 3 mths of jc. anyway wher can i go with 14 pts? so guess wat im goin to do...im goin to work. that and travel. then again... given my extremely fickle character, i mite jus change my mind 3 days later. i noe i changed my skin again. but im nt satisfied with dis skin. will change to another one.
im goin to graduate very soon. i realy cant wait for that to happen. actually, i tink wen that time comes, its goin to be so uneventful that i tink all i can say and wonder is,"have i really just graduated?". i wonder next year am i goin to miss anybody. i mean of course i am. wat i wonder is WHO i am goin to miss. that and other things. the year is ending so soon. my exams are comin closer to me and ev1 else who're taking the exam. pity. it'll be over in a months time. how i love and hate exams.
i jus found my extremely adventurous hamster. last nite i forgot to close the cage door and both hamster climbed out. as one was too *erhem* fat, only the other could climb up the steps in my house and 'escaped'. so called. i jus caught it back into captivity. the poor thing. this is the second failed attempt of escape. the first time it escaped, we only found him a few days later. he was hidin in the toilet. unluckily for him, my brother accidently found him while takin a bath. too bad. my sis was sounding very hopeful this time round when she said," maybe the cat ate him?"so was my mom.
well.
its been really long since my last entry. im so sick of my computer. wish i can haveenough money to buy my own. maybe if i work OT for 4 months i can earn round $2000++. jus nice to buy a laptop like my sis. perhaps even better. now i cant wait. i realised i have so many plans for after the exams. so many many. i also want to exercise. erm thats not for after the exams. well. as u can see the pic below, u'll most prob see a double chin coming out from me. yes, iam gainin weight. not unusual for a girl like me. but still. i don't want to end up being the fattest among my sisters. which i think i am goin to be soon if i dont act asap.
one more thing. it must be dms. but during this 24/7 emo period, i realise that ev once a month, i'd realise that i take myself too seriously. then ev once a month i'd wish i'd done something bout it. watever. im such a typical teen. wonder what i'd be like in 5 yrs? slimmer?better? in america? with a (finally) nicer and smarter boyfriend? i think too much. even now.
i mean i know im thinkin too much so why an i still thinkin so much? time passes so quickly. i guess if time passes slowly it wouldn't be called time. wat the HECK am i talkin bout? utter rubbish. actually wat im doin now is to try to make this entry as long as possible. if i see my sis fren syaiful, you'd be thinkin how he did it. he can write like 6 7 long and interestin paragraphs full of chim english words. really. read his blog if you want to improve your vocabulary. seriously fantastic.
ahhh....my blog is still so short. and im gettin very irritated at this song. which signals a change. im gettin very bored of typin. think i'll stop. now.
later.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Same Direction
ah fuck it. watever. evtin jus got erased. sittin at mac im once
again reminded of why i dislike perfect 10. rubbish songs they play.
anyway, im usin my sis notebook to type this down. very cool. very
jealous. nevermind. will buy one of my own soon. SOON.
anyway. got most of my results. they surprised me, judgin from
the amount of time i put in for the prelims. so, i just wanna thank
God. for eivin me a chance. then again. maybe im jus pure lucky.
which, i think, is highly unlikely. alrite. i'll enter my results after
i got back evtin.
later.
again reminded of why i dislike perfect 10. rubbish songs they play.
anyway, im usin my sis notebook to type this down. very cool. very
jealous. nevermind. will buy one of my own soon. SOON.
anyway. got most of my results. they surprised me, judgin from
the amount of time i put in for the prelims. so, i just wanna thank
God. for eivin me a chance. then again. maybe im jus pure lucky.
which, i think, is highly unlikely. alrite. i'll enter my results after
i got back evtin.
later.
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