before i start my entry, i'd like to send my deepest regards to the people who had lost their family member(s) in the tsunami.
i didn't go out with tiffany on sunday. she cancelled our date. i think i'm getting sick. and i'm rethinking about migrating. according to wong poh poh of the NUS, "Geographically, Singapore is very safe.".
my cat is very hungry and bored. she's waiting for me to feed her. so what am i waiting for? i have no idea myself.
i'm going to meet nicole tomorrow for dinner. we are going to eat sushi. hahaha...
my sister is still deep in slumber. my school term is starting and my brother has yet to buy his school books because i'm no longer there to buy it for him. we used to be in the same school (wow....finally i can say the word "used"). actually, we were in the same school throughout our nursary-till-secondary education. now i'm going to take a road that does not include him in my education. that thought is a bit scary. i mean, we had been going to school together for the past 4 years. gees. i'm going to JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!! so damn FAST!!! sigh...
i'm going to log off now. will write more soon.
later.
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
If I Had A Hammer
...I would smash all those who were high on the spirit of Christmas yesterday at orchard and were spraying those things. Okay...A bit over I know. But still.
well I had fun. It was very very crowded. But very very cool. With the exception of the sprayers. I saw this very cute guy wearing red yesterday. I saw him when we boarded the train towards orchard and then towards tampines (which is later on). he kinda looks familiar. like the sergeant of the NPCC in my school. regardless, he's cute.
today was a fun day. i had the first ever family meal(only mine, except my dad). i asked everyone to bring their boy/girlfriends over so we can open the presents and have lunch together. it was kinda cool. i had more clothes than ever today!!! hahaha...quite happy. am wearing the clothes i received today at this moment. =) i couldn't wait to wear them. haha...i'm going to meet tiffany tomorrow. it looks like she's feeling quite lonely. perhaps i'm just over-sensitive or something. but i think she's in need of some good female company. not that the females she hangs around are not good nuff but i think she's herself when she's with me. plus i have yet to give her her gift. nicole's too. i'll give nicole hers next week. i hope i can at least cheer tiffany up.
i just ate the most delicious durians. so don't come near me or i'll stink you with the smell. HAHAHA. the durians were so soft and so sweet!!!!nice!!!jun xiong bought the durians for my dajie but she shared it with my mom and i.
i also "cleaned" my room this afternoon. the " " is because my er jie cleaned it. so bad of me right? like shaun said yesterday when my er jie cleaned the house yesterday, "you ought to be ashamed of yourself." i'm going to give any excuses. haha..halfway through helping my sis clean my room i even went to watch television. incurigable. is that how you spell it? *shrug*
yesterday i had loads of fun. though there are times when i feel like a third wheel (i'm trying hard to make them feel bad. am i succeeding?haha..), it was fun. very memorable. the pictures in my friendster are of the night. pretty cool. more cool is the guy. haha..
i'm gonna knock off soon so i guess i'll write soon.
later.
well I had fun. It was very very crowded. But very very cool. With the exception of the sprayers. I saw this very cute guy wearing red yesterday. I saw him when we boarded the train towards orchard and then towards tampines (which is later on). he kinda looks familiar. like the sergeant of the NPCC in my school. regardless, he's cute.
today was a fun day. i had the first ever family meal(only mine, except my dad). i asked everyone to bring their boy/girlfriends over so we can open the presents and have lunch together. it was kinda cool. i had more clothes than ever today!!! hahaha...quite happy. am wearing the clothes i received today at this moment. =) i couldn't wait to wear them. haha...i'm going to meet tiffany tomorrow. it looks like she's feeling quite lonely. perhaps i'm just over-sensitive or something. but i think she's in need of some good female company. not that the females she hangs around are not good nuff but i think she's herself when she's with me. plus i have yet to give her her gift. nicole's too. i'll give nicole hers next week. i hope i can at least cheer tiffany up.
i just ate the most delicious durians. so don't come near me or i'll stink you with the smell. HAHAHA. the durians were so soft and so sweet!!!!nice!!!jun xiong bought the durians for my dajie but she shared it with my mom and i.
i also "cleaned" my room this afternoon. the " " is because my er jie cleaned it. so bad of me right? like shaun said yesterday when my er jie cleaned the house yesterday, "you ought to be ashamed of yourself." i'm going to give any excuses. haha..halfway through helping my sis clean my room i even went to watch television. incurigable. is that how you spell it? *shrug*
yesterday i had loads of fun. though there are times when i feel like a third wheel (i'm trying hard to make them feel bad. am i succeeding?haha..), it was fun. very memorable. the pictures in my friendster are of the night. pretty cool. more cool is the guy. haha..
i'm gonna knock off soon so i guess i'll write soon.
later.
Friday, December 24, 2004
Start Something
Christmas eve. can't wait for tomorrow to come. then i'll get to open ALL my presents. including a shirt i bought for myself. oops. gave out my present. anyway. met yiyun just now then we exchanged gifts. i know what she bought me and she knows what i bought her. lame right? haha...not at all. i'm a happy girl. i know she'll love what i got for her. or at least i think. right. what did i wanna say just now ah? i forgot. okay then. moving on. i'm going to orchard later with my sis and her boyfriend (aka shaun). don't think i'll be the third wheel. after all we're all like friends. my bestfriend and her boyfriend. okay.
idiot shaun. have nothing to do so barged into my mother's room where the com is and tried to see what i'm typing. too bad. HAHAHAHAHA.
will write more. next time.
merry christmas to all.
later.
idiot shaun. have nothing to do so barged into my mother's room where the com is and tried to see what i'm typing. too bad. HAHAHAHAHA.
will write more. next time.
merry christmas to all.
later.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Another morning
it's not another morning. it's another evening. anyway.
i met nad for a QUICK lunch. like REAL quick. 20 min tops. then i went bugis alone again. this is like the third day in the row. bought jun xiong something. after that i went city hall to search for mugs for shaun since i can't find any nice ones in bugis. couldn't find anything nice or cheaper ones. so i headed back to bugis to meet my sis, who came from orchard. bought a shirt for mami. i'm still thinking of what to buy. more i mean. for my dear mum. somehow a shirt is just too little. need more.
we went to tampines mall. SO MANY PEOPLE!!! *sigh*....
found something for shaun.
couldn't find anything for mami. came back home.
am using the computer.
feel like changing the skin but am VERY lazy. especially since i always seem to personalise it wasting a lot of time.
should i buy something for my brother's girlfriend? my sis said a flat out no while i'm still thinking about it. i think she's very irratating. not that she likes me much. my brother calls me turkey. go figure. it started out as turkey thighs. so yea. my thighs ARE big. i guess. should i feel hurt? no. cuz if i feel hurt everytime he makes fun of me then where is my sense of humour? okay. maybe i'll buy her something REALLY cheap. i don't know what. have not much money left. do you know my brother calls me turkey in front of her? gosh. i'm very tempted to call him coolie from now on but i just feel so0 bad. prefer calling him cang xi. or boy. i'm so pathetic.
i feel so irate!! just hearing her voice. ugh...
oh i have yet to tell the world that i'm hooked on this game called kingdom hearts!! or did i tell already? i don't remember. anyway. for the whole of last week and half of this week, i've been playing non-stop. often sleeping around 5/6. one time at 7. but it was all paid off. i've reacjhed the last world. am very scared to continue cuz i think i'll die. now i think the addictive feeling has worn-off or perhaps now that i have better things to do, i don't get that "i feel like playing again for 9 hours straight" feeling again. but what i AM feeling NOW is that my stomach is growling. if i'm in a quiet place i think i can hear it loud and clear.
i need a massage.
oh i forgot to mention that went to the library just before meeting nad to pick up some books. i was supposed to meet her near the library actually. but she took a wrong bus (she's quite directionally-challenged. haha...sori nad..just joking) and ended up near century square. then she walked the wrong way or should i say direction, and ended up walking round tampines mall. i managed to reach long johns minutes earlier than her. then we had to queue. i almost rejected all the food that had gone in when i drank their so-called green tea. it was a mix of lemon tea and green tea. TOTALLY DISGUSTING. eww. i wasted half of my food cuz the drink made me lose all my hunger. i think i wasted around $1.90 of the $3.90. not to mention the change of drinks. yuck. i think i dislike long johns. do you know that there's actually small cups of drinks? but when they ask they only ask medium or large. they cheat innocent and guileless people like me into thinking there's only two choices. damn. i know that's a business strategy but that's not honest. it's cheating. things peple do to get money out of consumers. i hope they die horrendously. like a mob killing or something. do you know that when there's a mob killing, they do it with a signature by cutting off the head and the hands? pretty cool, huh? well at least to me, it is. i learnt it today when i read CSI: MIAMI. i just love this kinda stories. for now. at least i had moved on from trashy romances. i'll only read books from julia quinn. her romances are not trashy.
i think next time i'll get tired of reading trashy detective/forensic stories and move on to books with a deeper meaning. i think it'll be those authors who had won some literature award or something. but till then. i borrowed a book about phi and pi. my sis found it. does that sound impressive? i mean, i saw this guy who had obviously read the dan brown book the da vinchi code ( who haven't?) and was explaining to 3 of his other friends from this book obviously inspired by that book about what the golden ratio aka phi was about. his friends were hanging to his every word. i mean, if i explained the golden ratio to someone, will that make me look impressive? i don't know what my point is. perhaps i'm just jealous of that guy who was enjoying that moment of glory. gees.
anyway.
my mom is back and i have to go and eat dinner. so...
later
i met nad for a QUICK lunch. like REAL quick. 20 min tops. then i went bugis alone again. this is like the third day in the row. bought jun xiong something. after that i went city hall to search for mugs for shaun since i can't find any nice ones in bugis. couldn't find anything nice or cheaper ones. so i headed back to bugis to meet my sis, who came from orchard. bought a shirt for mami. i'm still thinking of what to buy. more i mean. for my dear mum. somehow a shirt is just too little. need more.
we went to tampines mall. SO MANY PEOPLE!!! *sigh*....
found something for shaun.
couldn't find anything for mami. came back home.
am using the computer.
feel like changing the skin but am VERY lazy. especially since i always seem to personalise it wasting a lot of time.
should i buy something for my brother's girlfriend? my sis said a flat out no while i'm still thinking about it. i think she's very irratating. not that she likes me much. my brother calls me turkey. go figure. it started out as turkey thighs. so yea. my thighs ARE big. i guess. should i feel hurt? no. cuz if i feel hurt everytime he makes fun of me then where is my sense of humour? okay. maybe i'll buy her something REALLY cheap. i don't know what. have not much money left. do you know my brother calls me turkey in front of her? gosh. i'm very tempted to call him coolie from now on but i just feel so0 bad. prefer calling him cang xi. or boy. i'm so pathetic.
i feel so irate!! just hearing her voice. ugh...
oh i have yet to tell the world that i'm hooked on this game called kingdom hearts!! or did i tell already? i don't remember. anyway. for the whole of last week and half of this week, i've been playing non-stop. often sleeping around 5/6. one time at 7. but it was all paid off. i've reacjhed the last world. am very scared to continue cuz i think i'll die. now i think the addictive feeling has worn-off or perhaps now that i have better things to do, i don't get that "i feel like playing again for 9 hours straight" feeling again. but what i AM feeling NOW is that my stomach is growling. if i'm in a quiet place i think i can hear it loud and clear.
i need a massage.
oh i forgot to mention that went to the library just before meeting nad to pick up some books. i was supposed to meet her near the library actually. but she took a wrong bus (she's quite directionally-challenged. haha...sori nad..just joking) and ended up near century square. then she walked the wrong way or should i say direction, and ended up walking round tampines mall. i managed to reach long johns minutes earlier than her. then we had to queue. i almost rejected all the food that had gone in when i drank their so-called green tea. it was a mix of lemon tea and green tea. TOTALLY DISGUSTING. eww. i wasted half of my food cuz the drink made me lose all my hunger. i think i wasted around $1.90 of the $3.90. not to mention the change of drinks. yuck. i think i dislike long johns. do you know that there's actually small cups of drinks? but when they ask they only ask medium or large. they cheat innocent and guileless people like me into thinking there's only two choices. damn. i know that's a business strategy but that's not honest. it's cheating. things peple do to get money out of consumers. i hope they die horrendously. like a mob killing or something. do you know that when there's a mob killing, they do it with a signature by cutting off the head and the hands? pretty cool, huh? well at least to me, it is. i learnt it today when i read CSI: MIAMI. i just love this kinda stories. for now. at least i had moved on from trashy romances. i'll only read books from julia quinn. her romances are not trashy.
i think next time i'll get tired of reading trashy detective/forensic stories and move on to books with a deeper meaning. i think it'll be those authors who had won some literature award or something. but till then. i borrowed a book about phi and pi. my sis found it. does that sound impressive? i mean, i saw this guy who had obviously read the dan brown book the da vinchi code ( who haven't?) and was explaining to 3 of his other friends from this book obviously inspired by that book about what the golden ratio aka phi was about. his friends were hanging to his every word. i mean, if i explained the golden ratio to someone, will that make me look impressive? i don't know what my point is. perhaps i'm just jealous of that guy who was enjoying that moment of glory. gees.
anyway.
my mom is back and i have to go and eat dinner. so...
later
We still kill the old way
went out alone to shop today. realized that nobody can stomach a gift without the word 'free' in front of it. bought a lot of presents. spent LOADS of $$$. was very tempted to buy myself something. like CLOTHES. but yea. until i get my $150 eagles award $$$ i'm broke. so y buy presents? my siblings are apparently boycotting the tradition this year. so why waste my time? BECAUSE IT'S A TRADITION!!! that's why. also can't wait to see their faces when they open up my gifts for them. sour face or not. i think it should all be worth it.
well.
i hope to wake up abit earlier later and get things done. nowadays i sleep round 5 and wake up round 3. yes i am a pig. and a night owl. still. wish to take a picture or something so i can show off my not-so-newly painted black nails. yes i AM A WANNA-BE. i like the colour black. so just shoot me. it's becoming very common i guess. for a girl to sport black clothings and everything. but i'm sure it will all wear off in a few months. wanna bet? after a few months i will be asking myself wat the heck i was thinking being such a commoner. but yea. till then.
i'm going to mjc. maybe miracle will happen and i get like 8 for my 'O' levels (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). like i said it's a miracle if it does. but i don't think God will let me have that mark. i didn't even take it seriously till the exam itself. i think a punishment is in order so now i feel apprehensive. for my resluts and also fopr the first day of school. hope i can still fit into my school uniform (*cross fingers*). yiyun says she's not worried i'll be alone cause she says i alwways make friends easily. thanks babe but i seriously doubt it.
my mom is having a headache. wants to sleep. okay.
later.
well.
i hope to wake up abit earlier later and get things done. nowadays i sleep round 5 and wake up round 3. yes i am a pig. and a night owl. still. wish to take a picture or something so i can show off my not-so-newly painted black nails. yes i AM A WANNA-BE. i like the colour black. so just shoot me. it's becoming very common i guess. for a girl to sport black clothings and everything. but i'm sure it will all wear off in a few months. wanna bet? after a few months i will be asking myself wat the heck i was thinking being such a commoner. but yea. till then.
i'm going to mjc. maybe miracle will happen and i get like 8 for my 'O' levels (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). like i said it's a miracle if it does. but i don't think God will let me have that mark. i didn't even take it seriously till the exam itself. i think a punishment is in order so now i feel apprehensive. for my resluts and also fopr the first day of school. hope i can still fit into my school uniform (*cross fingers*). yiyun says she's not worried i'll be alone cause she says i alwways make friends easily. thanks babe but i seriously doubt it.
my mom is having a headache. wants to sleep. okay.
later.
Friday, December 17, 2004
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Faint
yesterday i went out with yizhen. she's SO pretty. she told me a lot of things 'bout her boyfriend and i think he's rubbish. i finally come to a conclusion 'bout being in a relationship. when ur attached, u wanna be single. when ur single, u yearn to be with someone. of course things are not as easy as what i just sai but, yeah, this is my "theory". but i dnt think it's mine. oh whatever.
i'm going to meet yiyun in er 15min. still at home. haha.....
okay then.
bye.
i'm going to meet yiyun in er 15min. still at home. haha.....
okay then.
bye.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Monday, December 06, 2004
It's Been Awhile
i cut my hair on saturday. i think it is erm okay?i dunno...
not much happened these few days. tomorrow i'm going to meet tiffany for lunch. sort of la.
i've been thinking. i want a name that's easy for everyone to pronounce. i mean i love my name and all. it's just that...if you pronounce my name, it'll come off with a bit of difficulty, right? especially the 'qi' part. so...what do you guys think of 'anne'? i seriously don't know what will suit me but this is all i can think of.
oh!! i won my sister in chinese chess today!!! haha...
no la...i think she was not as focus while playing the game. plus she kept giving me chances. i love you er jie!!! though i'll appreciate it if you'll stop 'molesting' me..haha..
as christmas draws nearer, the feeling of getting away from this country gets stronger. Taiwan or China or Malaysia or ANYWHERE. i don't care. just as long as i'm away from this country. i don't know. perhaps it's because everyone i see is pairing off and i just can't help but FANTASISE. it's getting VERY irritating 'cuz i can't help it. my gaze will be automatically drawn to some cute guy and that just really irritates me cuz i know he will NEVER notice me. so yeah. it's giving me depression. it's not THAT bad la...
so...the com is very slow.
later.......
not much happened these few days. tomorrow i'm going to meet tiffany for lunch. sort of la.
i've been thinking. i want a name that's easy for everyone to pronounce. i mean i love my name and all. it's just that...if you pronounce my name, it'll come off with a bit of difficulty, right? especially the 'qi' part. so...what do you guys think of 'anne'? i seriously don't know what will suit me but this is all i can think of.
oh!! i won my sister in chinese chess today!!! haha...
no la...i think she was not as focus while playing the game. plus she kept giving me chances. i love you er jie!!! though i'll appreciate it if you'll stop 'molesting' me..haha..
as christmas draws nearer, the feeling of getting away from this country gets stronger. Taiwan or China or Malaysia or ANYWHERE. i don't care. just as long as i'm away from this country. i don't know. perhaps it's because everyone i see is pairing off and i just can't help but FANTASISE. it's getting VERY irritating 'cuz i can't help it. my gaze will be automatically drawn to some cute guy and that just really irritates me cuz i know he will NEVER notice me. so yeah. it's giving me depression. it's not THAT bad la...
so...the com is very slow.
later.......
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Saints and sailors
some guy asked wher i lived..in friendster i mean..
WHO would do that? i mean he doesn't even know me well.
so....i went to the library today. quite bored.
went to meet jun xiong, da jie's boyfriend, to pass him da jie's passport and car keys.
he's like an older brother. cool.
went to eat dinner with my mom. she feels the grays catching up on her.
my sister is in a bad mood. 'bout lots of things. $$$, diff treatment from mom (i don't think so..i mean de diff treatment. we are after all her children),....basically these two i think..
i want to cut my hair. trim i mean. but to trim is to cut right? so what's the diff? nothing. i'm just being lame.
i'm going to meet up with yi zhen next week. cool.
WHO would do that? i mean he doesn't even know me well.
so....i went to the library today. quite bored.
went to meet jun xiong, da jie's boyfriend, to pass him da jie's passport and car keys.
he's like an older brother. cool.
went to eat dinner with my mom. she feels the grays catching up on her.
my sister is in a bad mood. 'bout lots of things. $$$, diff treatment from mom (i don't think so..i mean de diff treatment. we are after all her children),....basically these two i think..
i want to cut my hair. trim i mean. but to trim is to cut right? so what's the diff? nothing. i'm just being lame.
i'm going to meet up with yi zhen next week. cool.
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Daysleeper
TAUFIK WON!!!!!!!
though i don't listen to the songs that he'd probably sing on his album, i think i'd still buy his album just to support him. after all i did want him to win...he's not bad you know..haha..
he's so CUTE!!!!
ok...nuff of s'pore idol...
i'm alone at home. too lazy to find a job. too lazy to find someone to go out with. too lazy to go to the library. simply, i'm too damn fucking lazy.
tried playing my brother's ps2 but somhow can't seem to work the bloody machine. also, i can't seem to find all his other games..like ff9 and chrono cross. i only found the disk 2 of both games. i feel like screaming. like that eminem song?
ok..whatever.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
...And she told me to go
i'm now at the library waiting for my sister to finish piano. just now i was at my sister's friend's house, marvin, waiting for to finish recording her songs. not that i minded of course.
yesterday i said that i had a job today? turned out that i didn't have to go at all. i was already at the building when i called, and the person in-charge said that i didn't have to turn up after all. said that she tried to call nicole but nic didn't answer. said she also messaged her. i think she called the wrong number or what cuz nic didn't receive anything. i mean...nic would tell me. i feel so bad now. as soon as i hanged up i called nic and accused her of not telling me anything. nic didn't even know what i was talking about.
so...actually just now at marvin's house, i was using my sis' com to surf the net and was going for an entry when the com shut down due to low batt. her com had all the pictures....nevermind..haha..next time then...ok..seems like my sis is done.
have to go now.
later..
yesterday i said that i had a job today? turned out that i didn't have to go at all. i was already at the building when i called, and the person in-charge said that i didn't have to turn up after all. said that she tried to call nicole but nic didn't answer. said she also messaged her. i think she called the wrong number or what cuz nic didn't receive anything. i mean...nic would tell me. i feel so bad now. as soon as i hanged up i called nic and accused her of not telling me anything. nic didn't even know what i was talking about.
so...actually just now at marvin's house, i was using my sis' com to surf the net and was going for an entry when the com shut down due to low batt. her com had all the pictures....nevermind..haha..next time then...ok..seems like my sis is done.
have to go now.
later..
Monday, November 29, 2004
Times like these
guess what? i got a job tomorrow!! ha!! but it's actually nicole. she can't make it so i'm going to sub for her. hope it'll go well *cross fingers*..
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
can't wait for everything to fast forward. hate this period. this year and last two years. it's the SAME. same suffocating feeling. same lonliness. same feeling of NO LIFE. i'm so pathetic. i think thats why i got together with that guy. i was desperate. well. maybe we'll go taiwan at the last minute. haha...like that'll ever happen.
get me a life man...........
just realised that i much prefer school life. at least in that life i had a purpose and at least i could save money. and spend half of my day without realising how time had passed.
please God!!!!!!!!
let me enter mjc....
hey i just realised (again) that i met that guy 2(!!) years ago!! how time passes. wonder who'll i meet. who God have waiting for me. perhaps it's time for me to gather up ALL my courage and ask some unknown guy out. not.
....
going library now. to do what? i don't know. occupy my time.
later.........
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Only One
i heard about yuvan's father today. i was really surprised when i heard the news. though i didn't go with the bunch to visit yuvan today, i think i'll go next week with nad and may.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
things that happened today seemed so trivial compared to that. i wonder how is yuvan feeling. I hope i don't go through what he is going through now so soon.
today i dedicate this entry to yuvan and his father.
i'm really very sorry yuvan.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Life Of A Salesman
*sigh*
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
i'm doing the admission thing now and the more i look at the schools the more depressed i get. I guess it's my own fault now and i got to live with it.
"God, give me strength to accept those that i cannot change."
i took that line from the dan brown book angels and demons.
i don't think i'm ever going to get a job at my mother's place. i suppose i could always look at the newspaper. but i guess i'm not independent enough.
all the problems....
sigh.......
wish i could go overseas....
Monday, November 22, 2004
IT"S OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
it's FINALLY over. haha....
going to watch a movie later.
going to enjoy myself. like i had been for the past few
days. =)
later
Sunday, November 21, 2004
You Know How I Do
ok. so i changed the skin. i spent like 4hrs trying to personalise it. the picture was actually something else. i'm beat, man!! but im quite happy with the results.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
oh!! daniel replied!! pretty cool. i saw the places they were going to play at and i realise that they are not places that i can go. like for example, zouk. *shrug* too bad then..
i spent half of my day finding first names for my dajie. i even compiled a list and printed them for her. im so nice *sniff*..haha...joking la. i wonder whether she'll use any of the names in the list. i think most probably not. i mean to choose a name you have to have a kind of special connection to it right? it's like the moment you say the name, it sounds so right and easy as it rolls off your tongue. but i hope it's enough for her.
i hope tomorrow's paper is easy. *crosses fingers*
see you next time then.
later.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Remember to breathe
Hands Down
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
this night is wild so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed
lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.
Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near,
stay close they can't hear,
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill
or burst or break or bury
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down
this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and the walk that we shared together.
The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and let you in
and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me, but you meant it
and I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
and that was the lyrics to the song "hands down" by Dashboard Confessional. I just love that song!! especially the part where he wrote bout the street part. it's so sweet!!! makes me wonder
whether or not he wrote that for someone. *sigh*... haha...i'm so pathetic.
anyway. today is satuarday. and i received a message from daniel from electrico. *screams* that was a delayed reaction. he wrote this:
heya wanqi!
on behalf of electrico, thanks for the electrico plug on your
Favourite Music profile! it's much appreciated...and wicked sweet!
If you haven't already, do drop by www.electricomusic.com, surf
around and join our mailing list so we can keep you updated on
what's up! we've got lots of shows in December, come for some of
them if you can.
And do vote for us for the MTV Asia Awards 2005, we're nominated!
woohoo! :) www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/
till then, cheers :)
Daniel electrico
www.electricomusic.com
sweet isn't he??? i still have one more hour of exam left and i will be done. at last. 10 years of education. can't say i'm sentimental. it's just so fast. i so badly want the CD of dashboard confessional.
oh yesterday i went out with nad and may for dinner. had loads of fun. we took pictures too!! cost us like bloody $10 and we just anyhow decorate the thing. guess we're not really creative material there. haha..i'm going out with them again next wednesday. can't wait!!
i want the CD!!! i'm going to buy it tomorrow. i can't stand it anymore!!!!
(talk bout impulsive..)
i also want comic. *pout*
and exercise too. but i don't dare to do it alone. i'm so PATHETIC!!! okay. enough of destroying own health and image. i'm going to do something else other than write more rubbish. maybe i'll look for other blogskins. not that i'm bored or what. it's just that i think i've been using this skin for too long.
so...tata den (in a bitchy voice)
Monday, November 15, 2004
Hands Down
i caught Dashboard Confessional doing a album cover of one of R.E.M.'s album and they GREAT. Somebody please buy me the D.C album for Christmas. Or maybe I'll buy it myself once I get the $$$. Oh...I know I'm just going through a phase just like that time when I was very hung up over Incubus. and Nine Days. and Vertical Horizon. and Staind. and Live. and Hoobastank. and many other bands. but still. right now what matters is dashboard confessional. very single-minded i know.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok. moving on. i cannot, and i repeat, i CANNOT wait for the exams to be OVER. ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!
i'm also waiting for the comic to come out. i'll probably buy it next week or something. OH!! i can't wait to stay over at nic's too!! and also go out, get drunk, grab a taxi home and smell like shit. haha....where in the world am i going to get liquor in the first place? i used to get it when my friend's older siblings or boyfriend go buy or
something. i can't even remember the feeling and taste of liquor now. but i recall once when i was like drunk and barely there. somehow i managed to get home by taking a bus. but it was only once. my face was like all red. my mom just took one look at my face and knew immediately that i'm drunk. miraculously i didn't wake up with a hangover. I think I wasn't that drunk to get a hangover. i miss the taste. but i can't my liquor well. *sigh*
anyway.
i'm getting really fat. even when i suck in i can still see my tummy. exercise is in order now. i mean not NOW. but er soon. haha..
i'm waiting with baited breath for bridget jones' diary 2.
bride and prejudice is stupid.
movies now really suck.
especially the endings.
which means they'd most probably fail if they're written in the compositions in o level english.
im still not studying. so just shoot me.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Screaming Infidelities
Happy birthday to
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
1) Tiffany
2) mommy!!!
haha....tiffany's birthday was ended 58 min ago...while my mom's started 58 min ago..haha...i bought my mom a small handbag...women u noe..
i like dashboard confessional. thats a hint. somebody? hehheh....i want their album for christmas ok?..hahahahahaha....i also want
1) 'Truth' by c.k. [perfume]
2) 'Potter's field' by 12 stones [music]
3) Finger 11's lastest album
4) Trapt's lastest album
5) 'Bend' by Radiohead
6) All of Saliva's albums
7) 'live' albums by Incubus
8) All the albums of Last Days Of April
9) Aerosmith's album that includes the song "walk on"
ok...thats like A LOT!!! gotta blow all my cash on these CDs if i have the $$$$$....
again...that seems like the issue...well...
the festive mood is here aye?
can't wait for the bloody exam to finish...
but festive season means looking at MORE couples going out in orchard...and other places...makes people feel kinda lonely don't you think? Pathetic.
a few hours ago, i went to celebrate tiffany' birthday. we went to eat sakae sushi and then went for a movie. we watched the forgotten. after the movie, we went heeren to take pictures. took 3x. spent round $26 in total. haha...anyway..
The Forgotten's ending was.....erm...peculiar...like my er jie predicted it didn't end well. and while you are watching the movie, one question such as " why are they going through all these trouble just to solve the mystery?" and statements like "this is stupid" might go though your mind. interesting as they might appear to be, i strongly urge u people to not waste $$$ to watch this movie...like my mom said, movies nowadays are not nice to watch. they just lack something you know? Maybe an interesting plot? Maybe a good ending? they are just not as good as the movies made in the 90s. Perhaps movies nowadays are just for commercial purposes. i mean, sure, there movies made for religious and artsy-frtsy purposes but even those are not very good. is it jus me? am i expecting too much? perhaps its just me.
i hope the people reading this likes the song by dashboard confessional.
i'll type more next time.
later
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Bleed America
kerry didn't win...well...i guess if u look at it, i think both their votes were almost equal...Almost. i wonder what would happen in the next few years. well..
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
my exams are drawing to a close. AS IF!!! i still have like 6 more papers to go. if you'd like to look at it that way that is.
i don't know what to write about this few days. just that i have been slacking full force. oh just now i went to buy some groceries with my mom and my da jie. we thought we bought food for the cat. but guess what?? it's actually the sand!! oh gosh...what a waste of money..haha...
so...alright..i'm going to stop typing now. OH OH OH!!! one more thing!! i think i have crush!! on this guy who works in a shop at the interchange. i see him every time i walk past the shop to go to the station. hehe...he's the typical type of guy, you know? tall...because i'm short i'm, kinda attracted to tall guys...but that is just a preference..it really depends actually...i mean so what if i'm attracted to tall guys right? the thing i should ask is are they attracted to ME? who's not tall and has legs that are not long. but i've seen vertically-challenged girls like myself snag guys who are tall (and handsome in some cases..but the girls themselves are good-looking..) so i will not give up hope!!! haha!!! i think. it's not like i will go up to the guy and ask for his number. this is coming from a girl who erm actually er teared up once when asked to go and order food...yes, i'm confessing now. that girl is me. pathetic isn't it? so if i don't make the first move i don't think this guy would, too. <--- this is sounding more and more zi lian don't you think? i mean i'm talking as if the guy had actually noticed me!! okay. then i shall stop.
right. with nothing much to say now...i think i'll stop here.
later.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Reality
*cross fingers and toes*
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
lets hope i get a three for my english (which i dont really have much comfidence about) and a one on the physics part (which i dnot really know whether that is possible).
hope the maths paper is easy tomorrow. <---that's arrogance for you.
Monday, November 01, 2004
My Sundown
tomorrow is the start of the exams for me and loads of other people. today is the first paper for those retaking chinese. anyway. i've decided to stay home due to utmost laziness and lack of funds. well. so. im going to study soon. just decided to attack the com for a while. because you see...i miss it...haha...like real...so...
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
okay okay...i can practically hear my sis shooing me away (they're all not home except my brother and i. he wishes to wake up at 2 or 3 just so he can wake up with a headache. erm....that was a joke. did anyone catch it?anyone???).
alright. i'll type more this saturday or something.
later//
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Friday, October 29, 2004
Californication
alas...i only have a few days more. these last few days have been very erm...lazy (...) for me. anyway...mrs song is retiring. nothing in the school is going to be the same anymore. things change when you change the principal. but i guess a change means a new start. changes are good. even if they seem bad, good things will always appear in the end. too optimistic? haha... perhaps. i keep smelling somthing bad. is it just me?
anyway...
i miss shairazi. i guess all his friends call him razi now...i'd like to think that im the first one who came up with that name. but then again, everybody thinks they are the first in everything. i wrote him a super short testimonial and guess what? he wrote an even longer one! should i call him or something? i mean, he doesn't even know that i moved. though i still keep the old number, i use the new one more. okay, more than more. it's everytime. should i call him?? okay, i think i will. after the exams. <---dis is pathetic.
moving on.
this few days have been a routine. that is why i have not been going online for a few days. like, every three days? well...
i don't know what else to type. so im going to end here for now.
hope nothing happens to me..hehe...erhrm..ok..nt funny..
whatever..
later
anyway...
i miss shairazi. i guess all his friends call him razi now...i'd like to think that im the first one who came up with that name. but then again, everybody thinks they are the first in everything. i wrote him a super short testimonial and guess what? he wrote an even longer one! should i call him or something? i mean, he doesn't even know that i moved. though i still keep the old number, i use the new one more. okay, more than more. it's everytime. should i call him?? okay, i think i will. after the exams. <---dis is pathetic.
moving on.
this few days have been a routine. that is why i have not been going online for a few days. like, every three days? well...
i don't know what else to type. so im going to end here for now.
hope nothing happens to me..hehe...erhrm..ok..nt funny..
whatever..
later
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
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